Not A Mistake ~ Tom Hiddleston

O21 ~ Oh No

'What is this? Have you lost your mind?' You stare at the angry woman before you. 'You didn't tell us that he was famous! Now you're eveywhere on the news!' Your face goes blank except for a small smirk. 'Let it be. I love him. The world should know that.' Your mother is not having it. 'Honey, come on. I'm your mother! Why won't you take anything from me?' Is she serious right now?
'Because you're not doing it right! Now I can remember that I told you to come back when you were ready to apologize. Is that the case or are you here to point fingers at me. Again.' She shakes her head and steps outside again. 'Also, good to know that you recognize my teenage crush. Bye now!' You slam the door shut and walk back towards the living room.

'Who was it?' He asks, seriously concerned as he sees your face. 'My mother again. She just found out that you're famous. We're everywere on the news.' He beckons you over and pulls you next to him on the couch. 'This weekend away is really going to be good for you. Let your parents think what they want. They'll come back eventually when they realize that they're losing you.' He's right. Of course he's right but to know that your mom came all the way over here just to tell you how crazy you are for dating someone famous. It's killing you inside.

Worries and stress fade when you snuggle against Tom in bed later that day. He took it slow on you this time because he was afraid to hurt the baby although it's now the size of a breadcrumb. 'Did this help?' He asks after pressing a soft kiss on your forehead. 'It did. Very much.' You never want to leave the bed now. It's just so warm and cozy.

But to all things come an end. Tom has to go, seeming that he has to work and you will have to work too but that's tomorrow. 'I'll call you just before my flight and then after. Ok?' You nod and kiss him deeply before he leaves. It's sad that he has to go but you knew exactly what you started and this is part of his job. Traveling the world. If he was a local actor, he probably wouldn't tavel so much but he's populair and wanted in Hollywood and he needs to take those chances. Besides, a movie about Alexander the Great sounds incredible.

It's probably not the best move but you open the Instagram app on your phone and what you see isn't very pleasant. How did they find you already?Are they in possession of a sorcerer? The positive side is that you gained a lot of new followers although you're not really sure if that's such a nice thing. The very obvious con is the notifications and the comments. Your heart breaks reading the things that "fans" posted under your pictures. They're devastating. Things like: "How could he fall for an ugly troll like that? Hahah." And: "So this is Tom's new girlfriend? He could have gotten much better!" You're almost entirely sure she's referring to herself. How can people be so cruel? Talking behind someone's back is cruel but this. This is much worse! Your respect for the loved ones of celebrity's has grown so much now. Tom wanted to protect you from this but you chose this. You couldn't hide it anymore even if you wanted to.
But you can't understand how fans could talk like this. You remember that you were never like this. And why would you?

Thankfully, a lot of comments are also positive. Calling you beautiful and lucky. Or stating the fact that you started out as a fan and that they're happy you got the guy. You're happy to read those as well. There are some who like this.

You're wondering if you could "confirm" the news by posting a picture of the two of you with a heartfelt caption but you want to ask Tom first. Perhaps he wants to do it. Or you both post it. But then again, Tom hasn't been on his social media for a long time. Would he go back just to post about your relationship?
You'll ask him when he's off the plane.

You check Twitter and it's the exact same thing as Instagram. Comments, positive but mostly negative and lots of followers. You can't understand how they found you so soon. All you did was show your face in public. Not tell everyone where to find you. You just hope they haven't figured out were you live but seeing this, you're guessing it won't take very long. You just hope that Tom will also say something about it because you can say what you want, they won't take anything from you.