Not A Mistake ~ Tom Hiddleston

O11 ~ Aching

'CUT!' The director yells, making the scene end with Tom and Jeremy facing each other while standing very close to each other. It's going to be a dramatic scene if it's worked out well. 'That was great!' Jeremy says, patting Tom's shoulder before walking away to get some water. The last time he had seen him was as Loki and Hawkeye and he's not going to lie, those were better parts than the ones they have to play now.

He could practically hear your voice in his head talking. 'Tom, it was a very nice idea and you play it so well but please, what the actual fuck is the movie about?' Frankly, he doesn't even know. But, it was a huge oppurtinity and more big names play in it. The cast in general is fantastic and everyone is so nice. He smiles at the ground when he thinks about you.

'What are you smiling about?' Jennifer Lawrence asks Tom when she sees how he acts after Jeremy left. Yes, she is also playing in this movie. {Y/n} is going to be thrilled when she finds out. 'Oh, nothing' He lies and walks away from her, also looking for something to drink. His throat feels like it's stranded in a desert. He's worried that this may have been a suspicious move and he's right because Jennifer finds him again and just smiles at him before asking who the girl is. 'What girl?' He innocently asks her but she's not dumb. 'I wasn't born yesterday, Hiddleston. I can tell that you were thinking about someone' She looks into his big blue eyes before the assumptions start. 'It's not Taylor again, is it? She's a sweetheart but you two weren't exactly a match made in heaven. But you are making me very curious about the mysterious girl. She does know you're into her, right? Not that I see you for a creep or an incredibly shy person' Jennifer really knows how to work his funny bone because she's making him laugh with this. 'We'll be here for at least three months for this fucking movie. I'm going to find out who it is! Maybe she's even visiting?' He shakes his head. 'I wish you the best of luck, Jen' He flashes her his best smile before walking off again, rolling his eyes and letting out a sigh. He knows that she is listing women that are also famous and around his age or with a maxmimum difference of five years. She's wrong on all charts already.

'Tom, good to run into you' The director says as he taps Tom on the shoulder. Run into me? We've been on set all fucking day! He thinks but he keeps it inside. 'What can I do for you, Pete?' He just says and the man starts explaining what he wants Tom to do after the break. 'I want to make it look as your and Jeremy's character are going to fight and I need you to throw the first punch' He can't remember that being in the script. 'I'm sorry, you want me to improvise? Because it's not in the script' Not that he minds improvising but it just makes the movie go into a whole different direction. 'Does Jeremy know?' He shakes his head. 'Let me get him' Pete mumbles and summons Jeremy to join the conversation. After the small explanation, he couldn't me more excited. 'Ok, as Loki you couldn't do it but now you can. You can hit me, just not too hard' It sounds profoundly stupid in Tom's ears and he already regrets taking this job. 'Ok' He then sighs and so it happens.
He hits Jeremy in the scene, a tad too hard than desired but it's ok. Even Jeremy was excited about the hard punch. 'Dude' He just says before having the make-up people all over him.

It has been a long day when Tom finally gets back into his hotel room. His empty room. It's luxurious, it really is but it's not what he wants. He just wants to go home and feel you close against him. He sighs and wonders to himself how much longer he can keep his temper on the set. It's obviously not working and he's worried if people are going to like it. God, he wishes you were here with him to give him some good advice like he knows you can give. Besides that, he needs you here so he can kiss you, hold you and touch you. He is aching for you.
And you're still unsuspectingly unaware of that, constantly doubting yourself and worrying about him ending things. You both did decide in your minds that it would be better to keep it like it is now so it would be easier to pull the plug on it but both of your hearts are in disagreement about that. How long until you both realize?

Tom enters his bathroom, planning to take a shower and to give his thoughts a place in his head but once he sees himself in the mirror, it's like a switch has been flipped. 'What are you doing?' He mumbles at his reflection. So he turns on his heel and leaves the bathroom again, collecting his stuff and walks out of his room. He doesn't want to do this movie, who is he kidding? After a week on set, it just became obvious to him now. They haven't paid him yet so might as well delete all the footage they have with him in it and recast his character. On his way towards the airport he calls the director, telling him that he quits. 'Have you lost your mind?' He exclaims and he might as well has. 'Possibly! But I can't do this now.. I'm really sorry!' Is all he says before he hangs up the phone. He doesn't call you, nor does he text you. You'll see when he gets there. Seems like he is willing to risk his career after all.