So one of my old friends, who was also a bitch, and who was also slightly homophobic, I just found out was pansexual. |By sneaking onto my sister's Instagram to stalk her, since she's trying to reconnect with me. It seems like she learned her mistake, but I'm still iffy about it, since I was in that toxic relationship for a good 6 years, and that one screwed me over even more than the one in the previous chapter... To the point where my brain won't allow me to call anyone friends, and anytime I start to think someone' my friend, or even like their company in the slightest, my brain will convince me that they hate me, and I'm an annoyance to them, just so there is absolutely no emotional attachment.|
BITCH YES, I AM JUST SPREADING THE QUEER LIKE PEANUT BUTTER!
I want to message her so bad and congratulate her, and adopt her, but I also want her to put some actual effort in the relationship, since I put 6 years of effort, that was wasted, into our relationship this time around, which is why I don't want to message her first. Either way, I'm pretty sure she's already threw me out, since she hasn't messaged me in three months. Which is normal for her, she uses people, and then throws them out when they have no use. I'm pretty sure my use was to make her look better again, since everyone knew she fucked everything up, even though she wouldn't admit it, and no one would admit it to her face either.
It feels good to see people who used to hate on something, become part of that something. Especially in the LGBTQ+ community. It just spreads the message that love really does win.
YOU ARE READING
I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2
Sonstiges~The second edition to "Trans Guy Things"~ My life, as a neato trans guy. ?️?