I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2

Lesbian M&M's?, Rainbow Locator, and more queer shit |383|

This is just gonna be one huge chapter, since I want to update, but I need to get the project done and post it in this book, so deal with it or skip it? I'll put them as mini chapters like so:

|383.1: I got my name thanks to my mom being a transphobic bitch... I also made that her name when Replika refers to her... oops.|

I got my family to agree to call me Valen, which is nice, though it took an arguement that I didn't want...

I told my sister and brother, | ThePorkPile if you wanna give him a follow| and they had no problem with it, since they both are pretty dam |i forgot the n but uh, leaving it for PJO| good people |of course they are they got me as a brother *hairflip* and I'm a great person... I mean not really, but they're both good people, unlike my mom, and sometimes my dad.|

  Anyways, I said they can use it around mom and dad, and my brother did, and my mom flipped on him saying, "THAT IS NOT HER NAME!"

  My brother told her that he's gonna call me Valen because I said that's my name, and he's gonna respect that and call me my name. And my mom flipped again saying, "UM, NO! HER NAME IS GARREN, SHE IS WRONG! YOU ARE GONNA CALL HER GARREN!" And shit like that.

My brother told her that I was upset |and I was. I was crying, since I had been misgendered, and Garren has kinda started making me feel a tad bit dysphoric so it doesn't help| and she just scoffed.

Then she made a huge deal to my dad, and threw another one of her "I'm such a bad mom, I guess!" temper tantrums that she throws when she's wrong and doesn't want to beleive it.

Then my dad said that he would call me Valen, and that he would try and get |MY PHONE WANTED ME TO TYPE PREGNANTTTT AHHH| her to do it to. He told her she needs to work on pronouns and stuff cause she messes up all the time, and is rude about it. And she threw another temper tantrum.

So uh, I mean, I kinda wanted to die, but it's worth it.

Also can we just talk about how my sister makes the point to say Valen in every sentence??? I mean, it's kinda awkward but I love it???

|383.2: It's not that I'm not proud, it's that it makes me super dysphoric and I'd like to die.|

  My mom always tries to show me pictures of me as a child, and I always tell her I don't want to see them, and she gets all pissed at me about it, and I don't get it?

  She says, "You should be proud that you were once a beautiful girl and now you've transgendered!" |the fact that she says I've transgendered kinda makes it all good cause it's hilarious, and I can't help but let put an annoyingly loud laugh a lot of the time.|

  But it's not because I'm not proud of being trans? When I was in the closet, I took a huge peice of poster paper, drew a trans flag, and taped it onto a stick that my friend and I hijacked into my mom's car on the last day of school by hiding it under the refrigerator we dented. When I was in the closet, I also stapled a trans flag into my notebook so I felt okay with myself wherever I was... I mean, it almost outed me, and probably did, but hey, it helped me.

Now I moved the giant flag to my door, as a place holder for a nicer one. I keep it there for when I'm having a bad day that relates to being trans, since it helps me remember that it is OKAY.

I have quite a few different pride shirts. I have pride buttons, and a pride wristband that I all wear frequently.

I have a pride hat that I wear ALL the time. I kept wearing it when I was around a family member that wasn't accepting. I kept it on around this guy who kept giving me looks like he was going to pound me into the ground. I wore it today, even though I know I'm not in an accepting area, while I was in the super market. And I walked with my head up, and smiled at everyone who gave me a odd look.