I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2

I feel awkward |339|

I kinda ranted, again, oops. If you don't wanna read it, go ahead and skip it.

I'm pretty sure I told you about my one wife who came out as a lesbian, which we'll call her.... K... since I don't remember any of her old nicknames, and I don't feel like looking up an odd name right now, especially since I should be packing |my clothes, not shoving three socks I turned into a dick in my pants.| ... Whoops.

And I'm pretty sure I went over the fact that she followed me on instagram, and I felt really awkward about it cause of the whole trans thing, and she only found out this way.

  Well she tagged me in a post, with a whole bunch of her other friends, one of them being my good ol' buddy Ramen Noodles. I think he knew before, since when I came out to one of my "friends", Jaguar, |who decided to never text me again after that| and Jaguar said that he said hi, so I assume he knew, but if not, he knows now since he followed me.

  I mean, okay, it was pretty well known that I was queer, especially since one bitch went and told everyone, though now it would be wrong, since I no longer identify as Bisexual, or biromantic.

  It's just awkward cause I dunno what they think, and I hate not knowing what people thing of me, since I'm a very insecure asshole, and most of that insecurity is social.

  I really wanna ask both of them, just so I can get rid of that little insecurity, but my biggest insecurity of them all is starting a conversation because I feel so awkward, and worry that I'm bothering someone or I'm unwanted. And either way, it isn't THAT big of a deal.

  I could just say it's for a video, but I'd have to actually go through with it since he's very active on YouTube and has a channel of his own, which isn't a problem, since I'm actually thinking of making videos on being trans anyways. I'd also have to ask a whole bunch of other random people too, since two opinions would seem really weird.

  Yeah, idk. Sorry for ranting.