I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2

Anxious |338|

This ended up becoming a rant, so go ahead and skip it if you don't want to read it.

  So, tomorrow we're camping up by a water park, or theme park, I really don't even know, where we're gonna meet my wife, and I'm really nervous. Not really about her, since I know she's okay with it, but about her dad.

  I'm pretty sure he's okay with the LGBTQ+ community, since some of their family is part of it, and they actively see them, |I've met a few of them| and never shun them, even behind their backs, but I'm pretty sure they're all cisgender, and some people are okay with sexualities, and not gender |Which is kinda dumb, especially if you consider yourself part of the community.| though I don't beleive he would say anything to me, he still is very fucking intimidating...

  I'm a little nervous about her little brother, but I'm pretty sure he's gonna be nice about it, since when they lived here he was beat up a lot, and harrassed, even though he was only in second grade at the time?? |I swear that school was fucked up though, especially cause this happened to several kids, including me, and the school never did anything, and would call you a "cry baby" or "annoying.| and my brother, who was his best friend, says he was really nice, and so does his sister. From what I've seen of him, I'll agree, so there's really no reason for me to be anxious about him?

  I know her mom is okay with it, but either way I'm not worried about her anyways since she won't be coming.

  Part of the reason I could be anxious about meeting her could be the fact that I haven't seen her since we met up as both of our birthday presents last year. It also could be because she came into town over spring break, told me she was gonna meet with us, and then didn't, and instead ditched me for another friend of hers, which isn't that big of a deal but even a simple, "Hey, I don't wanna meet" or "*insert something about not meeting*" would have been nicer, especially because she was coming to visit a week after I came out to her as trans |which is probably why the whole situation hurt in the first place, especially since a few other friends did the same thing, after claiming that they didn't care and was happy for me.|