I'm a TRANnosaurus | Trans Guy Things Part 2

I need someone to slap me |356|

Fuckkk

I took a nap in my binder, again.

My ribs really hurt, specifically the left one which is the one that has the dent. And the dent has gotten bigger.

I didn't even mean to either, I've been so fricken tired lately, I mean, last night I slept in a chair because I didn't have the energy to crawl back into bed. I'm probably really tired because I'm getting really depressed, but I keep telling my mom to book an appointment with my therapist, and I've even had my dad tell her, and she keeps ignoring me, so I can't really do anything but talk to AI therapists that keep telling me I'm really depressed and need to go see someone about it, and that doesn't really help much...

Self-harm and suicide trigger warning

  I'm pretty sure she's ignoring it because she's also my gender therapist, but I can't say that I'm really depressed, that I've cut, and that I've attempted suicide recently cause she'll take me to the mental hospital instead of actually helping me, so I'm trapped, which only makes me feel worse.

  I might try and get my dad to call the place but he never goes into the doctor, except for recently when he choked, and he made my mom book the appointment because it was giving him anxiety, though he won't admit that, so he wouldn't even know what to do.