Pyromaniac Reader X Grillby

Chapter 34: Patience

There was nothing wrong with emotions. They are natural, even animals can feel them. For they can also mourn and have fun. Some believed that they only bring pain, it seems narrow-minded.

All of the range of emotions are accessible to many, but also not for some. For those who lack a range mostly feel the underlying emotions at highly stressed moments. Those are who are not lacking have lots of factors that can stimulate the brain to release chemicals to produce what we call our emotions. It depends on how the mind works for each person. There are times it is just natural, but other times the brain is protecting the person base on experience.

There is not much to say in this situation. The peculiar thing is for someone to accept someone misfortune he found all of a sudden. Grillby decided to take responsibility for it is his choice. Unsure what his motives maybe at the time. It must have been sympathy. Never truly knowing what is going on in his mind. After, cannot stress this enough he is made out of fire. You can not read the emotions of fire. Only his posture is the best hints you can get an idea of his thought process.

To communicate with your caretaker is a challenge of itself. Never talking about in-depth topics and he is always vague, but he always listens to you. Most of the words used whenever trouble comes along. To talking meaningfully is what you want, but there is something is holding back between the two people.

Grillby has no intentions to fall in love so quickly. This emotion blinded him. It made him do things that are considered irrational to the others. He just wanted you to be happy with him, but he is more focus on you than himself.

At one point your desperate attempts to talk to him become futile for he will not respond. It of course profoundly upsets you to have the one person you respect ignore your existence.

It was a blessing that no longer happens, the arguments lessons. Even if there were talking it out is the best way to find flaws of one another and misunderstandings that both trips upon, even so, there are times very few words are exchanged, and it didn't bother both parties. Patience some say is a great thing to have in stressed situations. Of course, that is not the most natural thing to acquire.

To be at home again with Grillby is fine by itself, but it is more calming to work on things for your self. You are not the primary focus of attention and begging for attention will only make matters worse. Grillby has a job of his own to work, while you don't. Everyone else has some sort of job, Frisk has to go to school which is a role they must partake in.

There are times you are left alone at home. The building is empty making it scary. For there are times, panic attacks may happen until you remembered he would come back home in the late afternoon. You have to wait for him. For hours you have control in your own hands, Grillby puts his trust in you to be independent.

Why is that a good idea? You already sense the fear growing you dash around the school looking for any signs of life. You see some plants, no intruders, and no Grillby.

You missed him already. You got back from the hospital a week ago, yearning for his company. Despite being home alone has happened a few times this week there is a limit. You decide to do whatever you want that is one of the things listed on a piece of paper attached to a fridge.

Chores:
•Laundry:
Fold clean clothes
Pull wet clothes from washer to dryer
Put dirty clothes in the washer

•Dishes
Clean and dry all items in the sink and organized.
(PS: DON'T TOUCH THE KNIFES.)

•Trash bins
Tied trash bags if full and take out.
(Y/N, PLEASE DO NOT TAKE OUT. I APPRECIATED IT, BUT I CAN DO IT FOR YOU.)