My Soul

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It was my 28th bday, and I was going all the way out. I send Chase back to his momma last year and he has been crazy. After I took him back , I just felt so nasty. I felt like he was a bitch ass nigga and now he hates me and I think it's funny.
I begin chatting with this producer name Dingo and baby did daddy have a nice size dingo that I wouldn't touch because it was to big.(😂😂😂😂)

Chase was giving me issues with the kids because he felt like I was to business to be a full time mommy, so you know what? I let him keep them full time just to make him feel like he was winning, because I honestly was sick of him and the fighting. So I got my babies Wednesday, Thursday and Fridays and that still was a problem for him because he made it seem like my daughter had dance rehearsal that day . So I agreed on taking her to rehearsal and everything.

He was crazy, today I'm literally just grocery shopping and guess who I run into? Him and his new bitch, some Spanish girl name Sara who owned her own nail shop, she was a really dumb bitch , her man would fight me & send threats on how he was gonna break into my house and rape me , right in front of her and she wouldn't say shit.

Yeah this bitch was actually saying he was gonna rape me. Then I was out with Dingo one night and Chase showed up and showed out. But Dingo was a man and stood up for me and he hated that shit.
Trying not to say nothing or even look at this fool, I could feel him looking at me.
Ordering a pound of shrimp, I just knew it was finna be fire.
Turning to walk off he is literally blocking me in. Can you please get your man? I asked Sara as she just played on her phone.
Chase please stop, I said as he looked down at me. Moving out my way he just looked at me as I mean mugged him.
I was so over his silly ass, checking out I just knew it wasn't over. I think he had mind control over every bitch he touched.

Leaving the store I called Dingo, as I'm heading home I notice Chase Mercedes right behind me. Fuck, Chase is tripping, I said as I looked at him in the rear view mirror following me. Man that nigga love you, he is doing to much and Sara weak ass is just with him because he probably flipping her lil ass. She is a freak who the whole city done had, Dingo said as we talked.

I ain't understand Chase, the last 14 years of our relationship been off and on ,he has been nothing but rude and nasty to me. He beat my ass, and he lied and cheated. He couldn't be real with a girl whom he say he loves so much but couldn't treat her right for shit. Pulling into my driveway they just continue to drive pass but the look he gave me was so nasty.

9:09
Kissing and hugging on Dingo ,my phone was blowing up. Damn hold up this is my daughter ,I cooed as I got from off of him. We made out a lot and he was okay with that and so was I, but tonight I wanted to ride that DICK.
Hello?
Mommmmy she cried. Honesty what's wrong? I asked feeling my heart been ripped out my chest.

Mommmy Sa-Sara hit my daddy in the head with something harrd and hheeee bleeding now mommy.
Omg Honesty what is daddy doing ?
Mommmy mommmmy he is shaking she cried. Oh my God okay babe I am on my way. Stay on the phone I cooed to her as I looked at Dingo and cried. I have to go I cried as he just looked at me.
Not thinking about his feelings I just left him, I know my husband ain't no good and a bitch but he is still my kids daddy.