lasershire part 2

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Damiens pov

Shayne and I get home from work. I decided I want to surprise him with a date, maybe then we can talk about getting our relationship back in order. I go upstairs in our large house and get ready.

I throw on a button up and fix my hair. I put on black skinny jeans as well. I walk down the stairs and I see shayne grabbing the car keys "where are you going ?"

He replied coldly while trying to avoid my gaze "out to the bar. Ill be back later"

I feel a little upset "but babe I thought we could go out on a date tonight"

He says while rolling his eyes "we go on dates all the time. And I had plans with some friends to go out drinking tonight"

I get irritated "you go to the bar every night. We never go on dates anymore. We haven't been on a date in two years !"

He asked with his skater voice "then what do you call what the other day was"

"We went to the grocery store because we were out of food. That wasn't a date" I furrow my brow

He shrugs me off "whatever. I promised my friends. We can go on a date tomorrow night"

He walks out the door leaving me looking like a fool. I was so pissed off. I run up stairs to our bedroom and punch the wall really hard. I put a hole in the wall. He never spends time with me anymore. It's like the bar is more important to him than I am. I can't believe I thought we could go back to being a normal couple.

I lay in my bed and finally let the anger turn to sadness. I start crying. I take my glasses off and wipe my eyes. I look for my blades from my razors. I'm gonna be honest. I cut myself. Only because it makes the pain go away.

I do it on my leg though so no one can see the scars. I take off my pants and put on some green day. I sit there letting every slice take away the anger and pain. I never cut deep enough to kill me. That's not my style.

I cut until I stopped crying. I go and wash my wounds. I clean up the blood and lay down. I lay there listening to greenday, singing along to wake me up when september ends. the flash backs that come with this song come rushing back to me.

Last year at the smosh party

Shayne and I walk into the venue for the smosh party. the only faces I recognize is Ian, Anthony and that girl who I saw at the auditions. guess she and I are the only two new hires at smosh. 

I am feeling nervous about all the new faces. Shayne doesn't seem to notice. he walks away to go talk to his friends and  I am left feeling alone and nervous. greatest boyfriend in the world everyone.

I  find a corner to hang out in until Shayne finally comes to get me. my future coworkers make huge announcements about their love lives and then me and Erika aka boze were introduced as the newest smosh games members. she  and I introduce ourselves to our future coworkers. sohinki caught my eye and I could tell by the lust in his eyes that there is a powerful spark. a spark that I haven't felt since Shayne and I first met.

I got tired of mingling and sneak away from Shayne to go hide in some room in the back of the venue. sohinki I guess followed me and we ended up talking for hours in that room. Wake me up when september ends comes on. We both sang along and our eyes connected. then I closed the gap and next thing I knew 30 minutes later we were putting our clothes back on. I felt that spark turn into a roaring flame for him from there on out.....