lasershire part 2

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Surprise bitches new povs ! Bet you werent expecting that lol

Damiens pov

I got half way through the office day and I couldn't take it any more. Joven and lasercorn are the perfect couple and seeing what they have makes me even more sad.

Me and shayne are not doing good at all. And what's worse is me and sohinki are sneaking around behind shaynes back.

I get up out of my desk and run out of the office room. I find the nearest empty room and punch the wall. I heard someone knock on the door and I quickly wipe my eyes of any stray tears. Sohinki walks in and sits be side me "Damien are you ok ?"

I shake my head "no. I don't know what to do anymore. You know I love you. But I do love shayne to. And I know I have to choose between you two but idk how"

He takes hold of my hands and looks me deeply in the eyes "look I wish I didn't have to see you go through this pain. You know I just want you to be happy. Are you happy with shayne ? If you are we can end this secret thing we have and stay friends. I won't hate you for choosing him"

I start crying "that's just it. I love shayne and I love you. I am happy with him or atleast I used to be. Oh god I'm a terrible person for doing what I'm doing"

He doesn't say anything he just keeps on comforting me. I never thought I would cheat on shayne. I'm a terrible person. Things weren't great before me and sohinki started sneaking around last year at the party.

I remember seeing him and my heart skipped a beat. He looked taken aback to. I snuck away from shayne and sohinki introduced himself and we ended up hooking up in some empty room in the back of the party venue.

Mine and shaynes problems started out with shayne not communicating and he started going to a bar every night after work and now he is barely home. And romance is dead at this point. Everytime he and I get home from work we fight.

I still love him but I just don't feel the way I used to about him. I love him yes but the question are you happy lingers in my head. If I'm not happy then I shouldn't be putting the three of us in this mess. I should end things with shayne. But maybe there is still something to save in our relationship.

Maybe. Yeah sohinki makes me feel like I am the only person in the world that matters but shayne and I have been together for 5 years. Way before I joined smosh. There is more than a spark. We have history.

I finally stop crying "Matt I made my decision. I love you but if I can fix things with shayne then I'm going to try"

He hugs me tightly "well if that's your decision then I understand"

I heard his voice cut out. He sniffles and wipes his eyes. He goes to get up and I grab his hand. I kiss him pationately one last time...