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Joven's pov

We got home from Lasercorn's parents house and lasercorn sent a text to Matt saying we were home so he could come over and talk about what he wanted to talk about. I wonder if it's about him and damien.

I'm getting distracted. I need to focus on finding that cell phone shark gave me. It should be in my dresser. I dig around in there untill I finally found the small flip phone. I turn it on and find the contact shark. I texted him "hey it's Joshua ovenshire. Remember I'm the guy you said you would give me a favor. I am being followed by someone and I want to know who it is. Can I get some help from your guys"

I wait anxiously for 4 minutes. Though in that time it felt like 4 hours. Finally a text came back through and said "sure thing. remember though it's your only favor. After that our business is done. Keep this phone on you so we can use our gps tracker to find you. next time you see him follow you, text me immediately"

I texted back "ok. Thank you"

After that I shut the phone off and stuck it back in my dresser. So glad I have that taken care of....

Sohinkis pov

I was nervous. I told damien I would never tell anyone about he and I but I needed someone to talk to. It hurts me so much to see Damien with shayne. Shayne doesn't give a fuck about him. Shayne is a drunk piece of shit. His dumbass actaully believed that that part in damiens suicide video about the greenday songs is about him.

I was so upset when I got that message. I was worried that I would never see Damien again last night. I love damien so much.  I told him I would wait for shayne to fuck up again. I know it's bound to happen.

I got the text from David saying they were home and I could come by. I felt the nerves get worse. He is gonna be so pissed that I kept me being bi from him. He's my bestfriend. He is gonna be even more mad when he finds out that I have been Damiens lover behind shaynes back. Everyone at smosh are supposed to be friends but I severely dislike shayne. He treats damien like nothing.

I push my anger away and focus on getting ready. I finished fixing my hair and grabbed my keys and walked out the door....

I pulled up to their house and knocked. Wes answered the door "hey Matt. Come on in. Lasercorn and joven are in their room"

I nodded at him and walked straight to their bedroom. I felt my body start trembling. I hope they don't look at me differently after I tell them.

I take a deep breathe and push open the door. I fake a smile and joke while closing my eyes "stop having sex ya nasty"

Lasercorn playfully hit me and said "shut up"

We all stopped laughing finally and I put on my serious face. I couldn't even look him in the eyes. I start fumbling with my words "so um"

David copied me but more with question "um what ? Matt you know you can tell me anything"

My hands start shaking. I get up and start pacing "I know I just don't know how to tell you"

Joven said "I know what this is about"

I look at him confused "you do ?"

He nodded. I squint my eyes in suspicion "what do you think this is about"

He looked at me then at David. We both stare back expectantly. He said "if I'm right then this isn't something I should tell unless you're ready. Are you ready"

He does know ! How though ? I nodded and he asked "how long has it been going on ?"

I sigh and look away "since the smosh party"

Lasercorn still looked confused. He yelled "would someone tell me what the hell is going on !"

Joven took it from there. He told David "damien has been having an affair with Matt"

Lasercorn looked shocked. His first thing he said was "wait you're gay ? Why didn't you tell me Matt ? We are best friends"

I corrected him "I'm bi. And because I don't know. It's just hard to talk about it"

He nodded his head in understanding. He then asked "why on earth would you go along with something like that Matt ? You are sleeping with someone in a relationship !"

I asnwered "because I..."

I couldn't say the words out loud without getting choked up. I took a breathe and said it "I love him. I fell in love with him the moment I saw him walk on that stage at the party and this is gonna sound weird but I could tell he felt it to"

His face softened and said "does he know how you feel ?"

I nodded while trying to wipe away a few stray tears. I had hoped they hadn't seen the tears but I was wrong. Joven handed me a tissue. I thanked him for it and wiped my eyes. I told them "yeah he knows. He feels the same way about me but he also loves shayne. So this morning when I was with him he said that he would give shayne one last chance. I told him I could wait till shayne fucked up again. I told him that because I want him to be happy and because I know it's bound to happen"

David said while patting me on my back "damn Matt. I'm sorry"

I sniffed and told them "it hurts seeing him with shayne. Especially because shayne is so toxic to damien. I was on my knees this morning when I got that video. I was begging for damien to be ok. Then after 20 calls later he picked up crying and said he was dangling off of a bridge. He sent me his location and I went and saw Timothy barely hanging onto him. He was trying his best but I could tell that I was almost too late"

Now I'm full on crying on Lasercorn's shoulder and Joven is hugging us tightly. I am so lucky to have friends like them. Lasercorn said while shushing me "the important thing is that damien is ok"

I nodded and stopped crying "thank you guys"

David answered for the both of them "you're our friend. You know we would do anything for our friends"

I nodded as we all pulled out of the hug. Joven asked "so how is damien doing today ? I texted him a couple of times but all he sends back are cat memes"

I laughed. That sounds like good old damien for you. He loves cats and loves cat memes. I replied "he's been ok. He actually answered my texts. I may not be his boyfriend but his friend, I will be"

My curiosity finally got the best of me and I asked Joven "so how did you know about me and damien ?"

He answered back with a smirk "because I see how you two look at each other. You guys aren't very good at secretly checking each other out"

I laughed "oh I guess we were pretty obvious"

I looked at the clock and saw it was getting late "well it's getting late guys. I am going to go home and stream a little bit then I'm going to bed"

They hugged me bye and I left. 30 minutes later and I was pulling up to my house. I went inside and streamed on facebook for a little while. I finally got tired and went to bed. I texted damien "I'm going to sleep. Good night baby boy 😘"

I didn't wait for a reply. I went to sleep immediately.....

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