lasershire part 2

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Mari's pov

The wedding ceremony was perfect. Seeing Josh and David together makes me so happy. I am glad I got to see it. I still can't believe my father was going to pull my life support plug. I keep questioning how he would do that to me. I was his daughter. shouldn't he had had more faith in me ?

Peter was talking with shayne and damien while I was distracted by my thoughts. he finally noticed that I wasn't really paying attention to the conversation and he asked me "what's wrong babe ? aren't you enjoying yourself ?"

I look up at him. he was expecting me to answer even though damien and shayne were right here. nothing personal to them. I love those guys but this is just something I don't really want too many people hearing. I have tried to stay the person that everyone can see as the chill and happy person but on the inside I question everything.

Damien sensed my hesitation and took that as a sign that it was really personal. he dragged shayne away and I gave him a silent "thank you" as he was walking away. with me and peter alone now I open up to him "I just can't stop questioning what was going through my fathers head. baby he was going to let me die. I was lucky I started breathing on my own when I did. If I hadn't then today would have been the day I died"

I can tell he isn't sure what to say to make me feel better so he pulled me closer and hugged me "your father just thought he was sparing you from pain of having to be hooked up to that machine. his reasoning was that he thought by keeping you plugged up, your spirit wasn't passing on to the after life"

I am still unsure. It makes me question if my father loves me or not. I sttill feel flustered but this is my best friends wedding. I shouldn't be thinking about this. I should be partying with him. I push the problem down within me and lock the emotion box. I am going to go party. I smile and pull out of the hug with peter "you know what, this is my bestfriends wedding. lets go party with him" he smiled back and followed me to the dance floor where lasercorn and Joven are. we are all dancing around each other and joking off.

I saw something though. peter dipped me and I had a flashback. I saw peter grab my wrist like he did before a month ago. we were standing at the stairs. That is all I see though then I am back to us dancing....

Damien's pov

Shayne and I made our way to the dance floor to dance with all of our friends. the whole smosh games crew has completely taken over the dance floor. we were all having so much fun. Even mari was and she just got out of the hospital like a day ago. I look around at us all and I can't believe the shit we have all been through. It has made us all stronger people. I wouldn't trade a thing for these guys.

Just as tic toc was going off I noticed Mari's smile faltered a little. I didn't get a chance to ask her about it before a song that has a deep past with me came on. Wake me up as september ends came on over the speakers and It took everything I had not to think about the man it's connected with. I cave in and start thinking about sohinki and my feelings for him that I thought I buried pretty well.

I still love him. Why ? I love shayne to and now that shayne is being a decent guy it makes me feel even worse. I start thinking about cutting again. I hurried shayne off the dance floor so I could get myself together. Just as I thought I would be fine sohinki aproached me. There I stood between shayne and sohinki. I loved them both. shayne is completely oblivious to what is going through mine and his head.

"hey matt ! David and Joven sure know how to throw a great wedding don't they ?" shayne said while smiling some dumb smile. I am dumbstruck. I don't know what to say to make this less awkward.

sohinki smiled and said "yeah that's my friends for you. they throw the best events. Hey do you mind if I steal damien really quick. I wanted to dance with my best friend. he and I love greenday so much that it's only fitting that I dance with him. I didn't think you would mind because I know how much you hate the band"

I was shocked I couldn't believe Matt just asked my boyfriend that ! and shayne actually agreed ! Matt took my hand and lead me to the dance floor. He and I sway back and fourth for so long. I couldn't break eye contact. he still has the most beautiful chocolate brown eyes. I loved his eyes. I love him. My eyes scanned he crowd. I looked for shayne but he was no where to be found. Matt asked me quietly while holding my sides "so how have you and shayne been ?"

I replied not really knowing what else to say "we are fine. He has generally been a great guy lately"

He half smiled then pulled me in closer. I got a little nervous that someone might suspect things but to my better judgement I didn't let go. he whispered in my ear "I still love you"

I decided to be honest with him and whispered back "I still love you to. that is why this makes it so hard"

He nodded. I heard a sniffle from him. he was trying not to cry especially in front of all these people. All I wanted to do was kiss him but I didn't. I can't do that to shayne. how long is this damn song ? here in this moment It feels as if it has been a thousand years but in reality It has been two minutes.....