lasershire part 2

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Damiens pov

Sohinki and I sat in my car talking. He asked me "Damien what happened ? Why did you try and kill yourself ?"

I felt his gaze land on me but I didn't have the heart to look back at him. I felt so dumb for doing what I tried to do. I fumble around with my words a little bit until I found the right ones "shayne. He treats me like I'm nothing to him. I already had felt like I ruined what you and I had so at the time I just felt like nothing. I still do"

He puts his hand under my chin and raises my head "look at me. You are not nothing ! You are so special in so many ways"

His words bring a smile to my face. I whispered "you know you're pretty special to"

He replied back while grabbing my hand "you know you didn't ruin anything between us. I still love you"

I give him a small peck on the lips "I still love you to"

He looked deep into my eyes. I love seeing those chocolate brown eyes. He asked "you do ?"

I was about to kiss him again but shayne started blowing up my phone. I'm guessing he finally woke up and saw the video I sent to our smosh chat. I answered "what do you want ? Go drink some more alchohol. You love it more than me"

His skater voice came through the phone "baby I am so glad you are ok ! I can't believe I made you want to die"

I snap "well you did. Lasercorn's dad and Matt saved me"

He started apologizing "I'll change. I promise I'll stop drinking. I want things to be like they used to. I love you Damien Haas"

I look at Matt to see if he had anything to say about it. He shrugged and pulled his hand away from mine. Part of me wants to say to hell with shayne and go home with sohinki but the other part of me. The part that will always love shayne is telling me other wise. I tell shayne "I need some time to think. Give me atleast an hour and I'll call you back" I hung up the phone without a reply. I looked at the clock and it read 4 o'clock. I asked sohinki "what are you thinking ?"

He said "I want you to be happy. I love you Damien, but he sounded like he meant it. He's never promised anything like this before. You owe it to him to give him a second chance"

I smile at him "you are so amazing you know that right ?"

He gives me a half smile "yeah I know. Well anyways the sun is comming up and we have work today. Although I bet Ian and anthony will probably give you the day off"

I nod "you're right you should probably go home and get some sleep. Text me though ok ?"

He nodded in agreement. He got out of my blue suv. Before he closed the door he said "Damien just say the words and I will be yours. If that means waiting for shayne to fuck up royaly then I can wait"

He closed the door and left me smiling and dazed. I pulled away from the bridge and drove home. I got home and as soon as I entered the door a tear soaked shayne tackled me with a hug "baby I love you so much. Forgive me ? I will get help. I'm an alchoholic and I understand that now. Just please never leave me again"

I put a little space between us and look him in the eyes. I feel like he truly means what he said. I tell him "ok but I swear if you ever treat me like this again. We are done for good"

He hugs me tightly "I promise I won't" he sniffed.

I hug him back "ok lets go to bed. I'm so exhausted"

He and I pull out of the hug. He looks lovingly at me "ok lets go"...