D:BH One shots

You said (Connor x reader)

This is not going to be a happy ending either, just so you'd know. This is based off of the roof scene with Connor having the sniper rifle, of course after he died many many times and lost his memories.

(Name) POV

  I stood on the roof where Connor was, trying not to cry at what was happening. He aimed at Markus, me aiming a handgun at him. "Connor, put the gun down" I command, trying my hardest not to show any weak emotions. I knew that Connor lost every memory of us, every memory of when we became close, the times where he'd actually grown on me. Of course Hank didn't want to get closer to him because he died so many times, but gradually over time he began to act as if he didn't know me.

  Last week, when he came back I wanted to greet him again but he seemed different. After a while of investigation, I found out that Connor no longer had any memory of me. The only memories he had were of us on cases solving them, not anything friendly or even in my case... Romantically. He had confessed how he loved me, of course me telling him the same but after so many deaths he became distant and eventually left.

  We made promises to each other... He promises he'd stay with me, even when my hair turned grey. He promised that even when I turned to dust, he'd still care for me. Now, he wasn't the same Connor who promised me those things. He was reverted back to a machine. A machine with his face, but zero traces of his personality.

  Once I spoke, those brown eyes I had grown to love turned back to me with nothing in them. "Connor out the gun down. I will not hesitate to shoot and you know it" I said sternly, looking him dead in the eye. "You wouldn't do that, (Name)" he said, calling out my bluff as my hold on the gun tightened. "I would. Do not test me" I say as he drops the sniper and stood to full height. "I know you are lying. I can read your emotions and they seem to be betraying you at the moment" he said as he took a step towards me. "Like someone else did. Take another step and I'll shoot" I warned as he chuckled. "Is that so?" He asked as my hold on the gun tightened, yet wantwd to shake. "Yes" I reply as he took another step towards me. "And... What if I said I still love you?" He asked while taking two more steps towards me as he was now at least four feet ahead of me. "Then I'd say you were lying. You don't love me like you used to" I said as my hold on the gun loosened. "You said you never would love me..." I whispered in a hurt tone, frowning as he took another step towards me.

  I panicked and shot the ground in front on him, making him stop. "Don't push me Connor. I will do it" I said, gulping as the frosty air burned my nose. "Then do it" he challenged while taking another step, causing me to back up a few steps. "Rather you like it or not, they are alive. Maybe you aren't, and maybe you dont care but I do. You don't want anything to do with being alive, so I won't stop your thoughts. But I will stop you from taking down Markus" I say and I take another step backwards. "Afraid" he commented, seeing my slowly retreating antics. He took another step amd I reached the edge of the building but I aimed at him. "I am not" I argue as he advances to me and I start to walk to the side away, shuffling across the edge while he walked without effort until I was cornered.

  "Connor don't make me do this" I say, the cold air tempting the tears that have been wanting to fall out of my eyes. "I will finish my mission, even if it means I have to unarm you" he said as I looked around to try and find a way out of this corner. "Emotions are what make humans weak, (Name). Just as yours are doing now." Connor said as he advances in my direction.

  At this moment, I absolutely hated myself for thinking he would come back. The Connor I loved, the Connor who promised he'd be with me forever. He promised and everything and now he just left. Left me here and I hated it. I hated myself for believing he would be the same, that he'd run away from all this with me. I knew there was only limited options and so I took a deep breath as he finally got in front of me. A few tears slipped down my face as I knew what I had to do in order to save the people who wanted their freedom.

  I had to get rid of Connor, once and for all.

 

  He reached a hand out to grab my gun and ended up pulling his tie, bringing him towards me as I stood on my tiptoes to reach part of his height and I kissed him. One last kiss, one last touch. Just one more for the road. One for my memories of him that soon would not be there much longer.

  He reached for the gun, his lips still planted on mine as I felt the softness of them. I slowly raised the gun, away from his hand and at his head. I continued kissing him as if my life depended on it and for once, Connor was unaware of the situation. I pulled the trigger, the bullet piercing through his head and then he collapsed. I stood there, tears flowing down shamelessly as I cried. I dropped to my knees, closing Connor's eyes and then I threw the gun to the side as I cradled his head.

  "I'm so sorry Connor..." I choked out in a weak cry as he laid there unmoving. As I cried, memories came back at rapid speed. Funny how it was supposed to be his life flashing before his eyes, yet I'm the one feeling it. I remembered the night when I explained how certain colors made me feel and what my favorite was. Connor had told me his favorite was dark blue, making me smile as we further conversed about colors. I remember talking to him about what our future could have been.

  I remembered us talking abiut finding a home by a tropic area and living there for the rest of our days. We'd adopt a dog and Connor wanted to name it Sumo, just like Hank's. How he stayed up with me all night as we talked in the darkness of my room as I laid on his chest, hearing his fan whir slightly. I remembered each and every memory as they came quickly and then was gone as quick as it came.

  "I'm so sorry Connor... I love you" I say as I nuzzle my tear stricken face into his perfect hair, slightly messing it up. Never... Never would I have thought I would have grown to love an Android like it was a human, but here I loved Connor and now I will never not love him. His data processor was destroyed and he didn't have enough time to upload the memories, so I destroyed them. Every last one, now any trace of Connor ever coming back was lost forever.

  "You said you'd grow old with me" I whispered as I held him tightly.

  Perhaps this was how the story was supposed to go, or maybe this so called god who played this game for entertainment made it that way. It was never clear to me, and it never will be. So now, I ask you:

What was this game of life made for?

The requests are to be uploaded sometime soon, yippee. Just thought I'd make this one because I felt like it was something I had to write as soon as possible. I'm going to do some AU one shots once I get done uploading the requests :D

~ Devil ~