2 May Year 22
When I looked up, I was in front of Namjoon hyung's trailer. I opened the door and entered. I dragged all the clothes around me, and crouched. The cold wind rushed in. My whole body was shaking and I felt like crying. But I could not cry.
When I came in, I slept. I had a dream. Yoongi hyung was standing by the bed. The edge of the sheet was blazing. At that moment there was unbearable anger and fear all around me. I was not a good speaker. I wasn't good at expressing my feelings and persuading someone, and all I had to say was, "You said we were all going back to the sea together."
"Why are you acting strange?" Did you have a bad dream?" I opened my eyes in shock when someone shook my shoulders. It was Namjoon hyung. For some reason, I felt a sense of relief. He felt my forehead and said I had a fever. It really seemed that way. It was too cold for me to bear even though my mouth seemed to be burning. My head was throbbing and aching silently. I barely managed to take the medicine hyung gave me. "Sleep more. Let's talk later." I nodded my head. Then I said, "Can I be an adult like you, hyung?"
Namjoon hyung turned around and looked away.
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BTS: HYYH The Notes (Complete ENG)
General FictionHYYH The Notes are short diary entries of BTS members included in LY albums. They basically narrate the storyline, and how they connect with each other. Disclaimer: These translations are not mine. I just want to share them with you. Credits to the...
