Ships and Love

I'm Sorry

Lan Xichen x Jin Guangyao

Angst

Dead Lan Xichen

Future (Business World)

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Jin Guangyao walked up to his front porch to take his newspapers. Looking at his mailbox, he also found a brown envelope, sealed with a beautiful yellow jade.

[to Jin Guangyao] it said.

He rubbed his head before picking up the envelope with his daily morning newspapers and walked into his house. He placed the two things onto the table before taking a shower.

Jin Guangyao was a delicate type of man. Short with pale skin, and he didn't have much muscles let alone a brick for a body. Jin Guangyao was beautiful, with that elegant red mark on the forehead that all the Jin descendants had.

Putting the bathrobe loosely around his body, he walked out of the shower. One could see faint bruises and red handprints on Jin Guangyao's body. He had indeed had sex with someone.

Jin Guangyao didn't regret having sex with that person, if it meant being acknowledged by his family. He did not care because he could get his revenge to his family sooner or later.

Jin Guangyao placed the newspapers to the side, and picked up the brown envelope which he was sure came from the Jin family. The business world couldn't be more demanding.

He even had to sleep with a man and make a scandal just for his acceptance.

Jin Guangyao was a man that eyed power, although so, he was still human and he could also feel love. Jin Guangyao discarded that love for his ambitions, not knowing how much regret he would feel later on.

Skimming over the name change of Meng Yao to Jin Guangyao, he nodded before throwing the folders to the side. He would need them someday, so he didn't dare throw it away.

"What a waste of my time," Jin Guangyao eyed the headlines, which was, of course, his notorious deed.

Sighing in annoyance, he put on his suit, which looked as if it was bought from a second-hand store, before going to his office.

His previous small office was locked, indicating that nothing inside was moved, not the least bit. Jin Guangyao breathed a sigh of relief as he had some suspicious folders inside. He had never given up on his revenge after all.

On the table was a paper rose, folded from quite a large pink origami paper. The paper rose wasn't beautiful, but it passed as a rose. That man was quite disappointed when he put this rose to the side.

"Hm? There's this side sticking out...," Jin Guangyao picked up the paper rose and pulled the side that stuck out. Immediately, the whole paper rose fell apart, showing the inner white side of the origami paper.

To Meng Yao,

Jin Guangyao raised one of his eyebrows skeptically. He had indeed introduced himself as Meng Yao to that man.

I don't know if you would ever open this rose, but if you do, I'm glad that you chose to do so.

Anyways, I'm writing this poem for you, and I'm a bit...nervous to tell you straight, so I'll just write it here.