Ships and Love

Where's Mama?

Lan Wangji x Wen Yuan (Sizhui) x Wei Wuxian

Slight! Angst

The Main Family...maybe

Past

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It was lonely, he was lonely.

Lan Wangji sat down, tired. Why did they have to go against him? Why did he...go that way? Lan Wangji wanted answers, but he himself knew that it was nigh impossible to get an answer right now.

At that moment, Wei Wuxian suddenly burst into ashes. Right in front of them. Lan Wangji didn't know why, but his heart palpitated when he heard of Wei Wuxian's death. He was sure that he despised that man...then why?

Suddenly he remembered that boy...

"Uuu..," a groan could be heard in the battlefield.

Lan Wangji looked at the source of the noise, seeing a little boy holding a butterfly charm...

It seemed familiar.

Lan Wangji picked the boy up, and heard the little boy groan again. The boy's body was covered in burn marks, and he seemed very pitiful.

"Ma...where are you...Yuan...Wen Yuan missed you..."

'Ma?' Lan Wangji was surprised. This boy had a mother? This boy still lived with his mother? His mother was a Wen?

He thought that Wei Wuxian had exterminated all Wen clan members. It was indeed surprising.

"Ma...Xian..."

Lan Wangji was surprised when he heard the two words coming out of this Wen Yuan's lips. Did Wei Wuxian pick this boy up? He now remembered where he had seen the butterfly charm.

The boy was too pitiful...it wouldn't be bad if he raised the boy instead...right?

Lan Wangji wanted to say that he was the boy's big brother but he couldn't do it. The boy kept on muttering 'Ma Xian' and occasionaly 'Ning Ge'. He had a big brother already...then what could he be?

What could he say to the boy?

In the end, Lan Wangji steeled his heart and said...

"Don't cry...Papa is here."

“别哭。。。爸爸在这儿啊。”

Lan WangjI couldn't believe those words came out of his lips. Though, looking at the pitiful child, he just hugged the child tighter.

He saw a random Lan disciple walking by, so he halted the disciple and handed Wen Yuan to him.

"Bring him back, put him in my courtyard. Nurse his wounds well and give him some food to eat."

The Lan disciple didn't dare dally. Lan Wangji was unpredictable, especially the fact that he had face paralysis. Only Lan Xichen could guess what he was thinking.

If Han Guang-Jun was disatisfiedz who could guess where his head would go. The disciple immediately scurried off, leaving Lan Wangji who stared at his own hands.

When Lan Wangji arrived in Gusu. The same disciple immediately told him that the boy had woken up. Lan Wangji immediately walked to his courtyard, seeing an obedient boy with sparkling eyes.

The boy held his robe and called him 'papa'.

The whole Cloud Recesses was surprised. The boy immediately called Han Guang-Jun 'papa'...was this boy Han Guang-Jun love child? Did the Han Guang-Jun they once knew were fake?

Lan Xichen looked at his brother before getting it.

"Wangji picked the boy up," Lan Xichen told the others, "the boy seemed to be an orphan so naturally, Lan Wangji is his Papa."

Lan Xichen then turned to his brother, "What would you like to name him?"

Lan Wangji thought for a bit before answering, "Sizhui."

Wen Yuan seemed to be his birth name.

Lan Xichen affectionately rubbed the boy's head, "then...from today, you will be Lan Sizhui."

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Lan Wangji looked at the boy who was bashfully looking at him from behind the sliding door. The little boy hid whenever he looked at his direction, but stared at him whenever he's not.

It was rather cute.

"Sizhui, is something the matter?" Lan Wangji asked.

"Papa...Sizhui is scared," Lan SizhuI answered. He was indeed scared. Earlier, when his Papa told him to sleep, he got nightmares.

"Come here."

Lan Wangji didn't know why he treated Lan Sizhui so good.

"Tell Papa, what are you afraid of?"

Lan Sizhui clung onto Lan Wangji and pitifuly said, "Sizhui had nightmares...Sizhui can't sleep."

"Sizhui want to sleep with Papa?" Lan Wangji offered. Lan Sizhui nodded as he clung closer.

A few breaths before curfew, Lan Wangji settled a place for Lan Sizhui to sleep. After doing so, he gestured for the boy to come closer.

Lan Sizhui noticed that his Papa had not talked about his Mama at all. At first, he thought that his Mama would come, but after a while, he couldn't help but ask, "Papa..."

"Where's mama?"

That was when Lan Wangji remembered Wei Wuxian.

"Ma...Xian..."

"Mama...."

"Papa...Mama...still loves Sizhui...right?"

Lan Wangji shuddered as he looked at Lan Sizhui. What should he answer? Would Lan Sizhui cry if he heard the truth?

His throat was parched. He felt that it was hard to swallow...

"Mama...is not here...not anymore...,"

"Papa...miss Mama too."

That moment, Lan WangjI realized that he very much fell deep in love with Wei Wuxian.

If only he...realized earlier....

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Was supposed to be fluff.