The White Tulip (Symbolism Of My Feelings)

Halloween (Part Two)

Honey

''Hey.'' The person's breath from behind was like a cool breeze on my neck. I turned around slowly. I couldn't wait any longer to see his appearance. My expectations were right. This aura was really coming from him. It made me feel out of the real world and both of me and him were floating in another space, sensing each other's presence. But I anticipated his costume to be something else. Yet he wore a white coat with pockets at the bottom on both sides which was opposing from his black clothes inside. This attractive man also had green paint on his face, stitches were situated on his forehead. His irresistible lips were applied with black lipstick and they curved into the smile that I always adore, although I shouldn't be gazing at his charm right now.

L made a girl cry. A gentleman's standards were higher than that. What's worse is that she's Suzy, my friend. Luckily, she didn't spend all day sulking about her failed attempt to be on a date with him.

I didn't comprehend myself: Do I want him to dump my best friend or not?

He was holding a plastic cup of Pepsi and we remained quiet, not caring about what was going on around us. I showed my poker face. No smile for him. I couldn't forgive him. Still, I couldn't withstand his good-looking face. Inside, I was extremely surprised that he was wearing... like me. Like we were a pair from a Halloween doll box. He looked totally awesome with his hair which looked like a black, trimmed grass (more like Bart from ''the Simpsons''). The bolts on the sides of his big with a beautifully curved chin head made him look like a real Frankenstein. The only thing that he didn't have what I did was nail polish. L's gorgeous hands stayed the same like before.

I was in two minds whether I should talk to him or avoid him like he wasn't standing in front of me.

''Hey. Say something. You are usually very talkative. Why suddenly being quiet?'' His face was filled with curiosity plus worry.

Come on, L. You know exactly why I'm not responding. Even though you told Suzy that you liked someone else, you didn't comfort her. You didn't calm her. You just said your thing and immediately stood up and left.

Suzy's mind wasn't difficult to be translated. She could be read like an open book. Her mind barrier doesn't even exist so every time I try to access in her head, her thoughts would transfer into my head and reveal themselves there. Only when I have already used my powers I cannot re-do it again. Nevertheless, it is just a matter of the amount I bring them to play.

And... I trusted you, L... I thought you were a decent guy who was different from the others... Guess I was wrong. I should have known you aren't any dissimilar. Why weren't there any good, kind boys in this complex and brutal world? What had happened to our generation?

''I am... feeling down recently.'' I turned away. I just had to avoid his stare.

''You shouldn't. Look. Aren't you happy that we're looking like a couple?'' I sensed him gazing at me hopefully.

''I am.'' I looked back at him. ''I expected to see L from Death Note, though.'' I slightly smiled. He grinned.

''L! It's our turn!'' One of the members called him. The guy was the one with miniature eyes. He was Infinite's leader, right?

''I gotta go to perform.'' L said. ''Enjoy the show.'' He stepped back then turned away to go up the stage. All six members were wearing their costumes. They went to their own positions. Girls started screaming and cheering for them. They finally recognized in which costume L was. The music was blasting from the speakers to the maximum. They first sang ''Come back again'' and danced. Their moves were cool, in sync, I admitted. Their charisma full of sweat (why did I mention that?), happiness and attractiveness were spread to each person in the hall. Mostly girls were chanting with them. Even some female teachers were dancing to this song. The male individuals were nodding their heads to the beat. I couldn't believe how they were able to impress the audience. In live or Music Videos, they'll still look this handsome but that day they were more charming and more of them was exposed. It was amazing.