The White Tulip (Symbolism Of My Feelings)

Han River Saturday

Honey

My buddies were still in unhealthy state and they still refused me to visit them. Krystal said she was pre-occupied with rehearsals for the Christmas charity concert, which will be held in our school. The same old information with a slight difference here and there.

What was I going to do on the weekends? I thought of phoning L but then he was busy practicing with the rest of Infinite. But I felt so lonely; I didn't have anything to do, literally. Not even Korean dramas could fill in my needs, even though they were ones of those sources of happiness and relaxation.

I was staring at my LG phone, wondering if I should call my boyfriend or not. I was dying from boredom. Somebody, save me from this nightmare. I hate when I linger aimlessly. I'm the type to do anything but lazing around. Watching TV is not healthy at all. I want to go outdoors. Staying at home is like being in jail. Nothing interesting occurring, only the same surroundings encircled me. I need someone to take me out of here and go have fun.

Now that I mentioned this, I've still had the same habits as when I had in Busan. Whoever stays at home, has no general knowledge of the world at all. It's more amazing to see for yourself everything happening outside - food, people, places. I've always liked the environment - the nature with big beautiful trees and flowers, the wonderful luxurious buildings, decorating the big cities. But I wanted to see the comeliness of it with somebody; it's better to share the experience when at least a person is hanging out with you.

How much I missed my hometown. I always had a company to be with but they all appeared to be fake and showy. I just wanted to see if the sensation of sightseeing around Seoul would be different from that in Busan.

Finally, I decided to write a text message to L. It's better than calling him. I didn't want to interrupt his repetitions in the wrong timing. That was the least thing I wanted to do right then.

''Hi, oppa! Are you busy at the moment?''

To my surprise, the phone was vibrating, indicating that a text message had arrived. I looked at the screen. L answered me almost immediately.

''Hey :). We are taking a break right now. You?''

''I'm practically doing nothing. I'm bored. Can I visit you?'' I wrote and sent it to him.

Another buzz came out from my phone.

''Sure. I'll inform the members and CEO.'''

Yes! Now I have something to do! And I'm going to spend time with Infinite again. My second time hanging out with them.

I went to my wardrobe to take out some cool clothes. I dressed up in a jumper, jeans, and sneakers with white heels. I grabbed my mini-bag and my coat and exited the house. I startled myself as I saw a group of six good-looking boys, leaning on a black van which was at the house's drive. They were chit-chatting before I opened the door.

''Goodness! You arrived. I was just heading to your dorm.''

''Um... We were in a nearby supermarket when you called.'' The leader beamed and hugged Woohyun-oppa's arm.

''Where's Suzy and Sungjong, BTW?'' The said guy tried to escape from Hamster-Gyu-oppa but without success.

''Yeah, where are kids?'' Sungyeol-oppa asked cheerfully.

''Both of them are ill... which is strange to me. I mean, there isn't any flu epidemic. It's not that cold out here but my friends still caught the flu. It may be a coincidence that Suzy and Catfish are sick at the same time. Those two always wear light clothes.'' I sighed.