The White Tulip (Symbolism Of My Feelings)

Love - A Very Complicated Feeling

Honey

I was on my own, again.

My mates were still staying at home. The flu seemed to have decided to stay a little longer. We still chatted on Skype or had video calls but it's not the same as when we see each other face to face. My laptop was blocking a portion of our friendship feel; the rest is too hazy to be recognized. Ugh! Stupid bacilli and other bacteria. Do viruses really have the right to barge in human bodies and stay there as long as they wanted? They aren't guests and they'll never be welcomed!

L was absent today due to his practice for his comeback. Their promotions were coming soon so he had to concentrate on it with his members. These guys try so hard to impress the public. I hope they don't overwork themselves or they won't get their stuff done in the right way. But after receiving the news they were to be occupied for the next two months and after seeing L for the last time before getting back to work, I missed my boo already. At least he phoned me or I wouldn't have heard him for a whole week or so. His voice is always ringing in my ears on the phone but when I hear it from him beside me, it's more mesmerizing.

Krystal was also busy. I didn't know the reason, however. She never told me when we met at the breaks but it wasn't my business to interfere in her personal life. I valued her personal life and let her do what she was supposed to do. At least I had someone to keep me company when I finished every class.

I guess today I would be alone at home, doing almost nothing in particular. I had an attempt to accompany my friends but they told me not to come because their condition was getting worse. I was terribly anxious. I wished I could help my friends with anything but they refused my offer for help. They even threatened me with those horrid, green tea Kit Kats. I wished they fought against the stupid illness successfully and got well soon.

After school, I threw my bag on my desk, got in comfy clothes and went downstairs. I grabbed the remote control in the living room and turned on the TV. 'Playful Kiss' was on MBC channel. This drama is hilarious and sweet, I tell you! Kim Hyunjoong is very handsome! Jung So Min is so pretty and funny!

After two hours, my stomach growled from hunger. I trotted to the white fridge to see what auntie made for dinner. She always makes dishes for the evening even though mornings are not really the time to cook anything for dinners. She has no other choice, however, due to her full-time job. That's why there is always a starter, a main dish and a dessert, each in a bowl or plate respectfully, in the refrigerator

Apparently, this time she was rushing to work and didn't have time to cook any meals. It was odd for her not making anything that day since cooking is her second favorite hobby after manufacturing art objects. Maybe she is working till late today. I fished for my phone in the pocket and ordered pizza 'Caprichosa', the first haphazard thought I came up with. After that, I continued watching the next episode of the drama.

The delivery came within twenty minutes. I jumped from the couch and paid for it. The smell of the pizza which was just made was tickling my nose. After trying it out, feeling the cheese melting in my taste buds and enjoying the wonderful food, I decided to eat a whole pizza even if I was aware it would make me fat. If someone was passing by my house, they would say I looked like a pig with that full mouth of mine. But no one was in my sight. Yuki would usually appear out of the blue from the ceiling. However, she had stuff to do that day - she informed me beforehand.

Still munching the third slice of the delicious pizza, I heard the main door opening.

''Oh, auntie! You came early today!'' I said surprised. She didn't prepare anything for dinner but arrived home two hours prior to her due time. There's something going on.