Summer Breeze

Chapter 11~ Confessions

Ammon went and sat back down at the table we were at before, while I stayed standing by the parking lot.  I pulled out my phone, looking the picture of Ammon as my lock screen. "Hopefully he hasn't seen that" I thought as I dialed my moms number. After she didn't answer, I left her a message saying I was done and giving her the address of the ShnowCone Shack. Hanging up, I looked back at Ammon. "OK. You can do this. Just go make casual conversation with him. He's a regular teenager just like me." I tell myself, taking a deep breath before heading over to sit by Ammon.  Neither of us said anything for a couple of minutes. I couldn't stand the tense air that was suffocating me slowly. "Ammon I" "Look I need to apologize" we say at the same time. I nod, allowing him to continue.

*Ammons Point of View*

I saw her hang up the phone and look back at me. I need to apologize to her and tell her how I messed up and how I really feel. She started walking towards me, and I gestured for her to sit down. She didn't look at me as she sat down, or for the next few minutes.  "Look I need to apologize" I turned to her saying that the same time she started to say my name. She nodded, and I took that as I was to say what I needed to.

"Yesterday, I was totally in the wrong. I know that I treated you awful, and I shouldn't have. I've been way stressed lately because of the band and family life. When you showed up at the basketball court, it just reminded me of everything I was trying to escape for a couple of hours. I ended up taking out all of my frustration on you, instead of the basketball like I intended to do." I looked up at her as a tear ran down her cheek. I wiped it away and continued. "Truth is, you are the most beautiful girl that I have ever seen. And I have been all around the world." She smiled at the last little part.  " I waited for the rest of the day yesterday, and even up until you showed up with Brady for the picture of us to be posted somewhere. Every time I got a notification my heart leaped hoping it was that picture, that it was from you. I needed to apologize and didn't know if I would ever be able to tell you in person. But, I know we were brought us together yesterday, that we were brought together tonight on purpose.  Can we start over and forget all about yesterday?"

I felt like I had been talking for forever. She didn't say anything. She didn't even look at me. I reached for her hand, and she flinched away. I sat straight in my chair and put my head in my hands. "Please say something" I say in barely a whisper.

*Tammy's Point of View*

I was shocked. I was utterly, indescribably speechless. Ammon was amazing in every way possible and meant the world to me. I couldn't believe that he called me beautiful, let alone the most beautiful girl he has ever seen.  I feel bad that I flinched away from him as he tried to hold my hand. I just didn't believe that this was really happening to me.

"I forgive you." I finally get out in a whisper.  I look over at him putting my hand on his arm. "Ammon?" I say after another minute of silence. He looks up, and looks me in the eyes. I see a little ring of red around them. "Had he been crying?" I think to my self, the thought making me tear up. "You do?" he squeaks out. "Oh Ammon, Yes. How could I not forgive you? I was never really mad, just upset and hurt a little because of how you acted, but I just figured I crossed you at a bad time." I say, shameful of my previous bad thoughts about him. "I forgive you." I say again, this time getting a smile in return. He gave me a hug, and I buried his face into his neck. "I'm so happy to hear that Tammy. You don't know what that means." he says kissing me on the forehead. "I think I do" I whisper.

I suddenly remembered who I had come on this date with in the first place. Brady.  If it weren't for him I would have never come and met Ammon again.  Letting go of Ammon, I put space between us. I didn't know what to do. Brady was cute and quirky, and made me feel welcome for the first time in the longest time. He made me feel like some one actually cared for once. Wait was I thinking about Brady? Or Ammon.. "What's wrong?" Ammon asked me, breaking my thoughts. "I, uh, my mom is here. I've got to go." I lied and got up to walk. "Wait. Tammy. Are you going to come tomorrow? I want to see you again and get to know you better." His words echoing Brady's in my mind. I turned to look at him, seeing the desperate look in his eyes. He truly did mean everything that he told me tonight. That thought made me smile. "Um. Maybe, I still have to talk to my mom about it first." I said as I turned and continued walking. "I hope so Tammy. I need you." I think I hear him say.

Walking across the parking lot and towards the street. I decided to start walking the direction of the hotel, hoping to intercept my mom and clear my mind. I had been happy with Brady because for once in my life a boy liked me. He gave me attention that no one else had ever given me before. Thinking about him and our day brought a smile to my face. That is until Ammon apologized to me and confessed things that I had only heard in my dreams. Not only did one boy want my attention tonight, now I have two that I have to worry about.

My mom pulled up to the side of me, creeping me out at first. I got in and wanted to get the the hotel as fast as possible. "Sweetie what are you doing walking out here, I thought I was supposed to pick you up at the" I cut my mom off. "Yeah I know I just want to go back to the hotel." "oh ok." she said, letting her question go. The 20 minute drive back to the hotel was silent, but my mind was racing. This was turning out to be the most interesting vacation ever.

*Ammons Point of View- After Tammy left*

"Um. Maybe, I still have to talk to my mom about it first." she answered me about if she was going to come tomorrow. "I hope so Tammy, I need you." I say under my breath.  I look past Tammy towards the parking lot. There weren't any cars coming. Why did she get up and leave so suddenly? I thought things were going great, I mean she forgave me and I wasn't expecting that this soon. I lean back onto the table and look up to the sky. "Why can't I get anything right." I say out loud, being the only person at the shack. I was so worried about being forgiven I didn't even ask her for her number. I need to talk to her, maybe I could find her on Instagram or Facebook something.

I get out my phone, and search "Tammy" on Instagram. You would be surprised how many Tammy's came up. Next I tried searching "Tammy Beyond 5"; thinking since she was a fan maybe that would help. I found a fan account with her name, maybe it was her? It probably was, so I decided to send her a DM.

Hey Tammy? Will you text me. That way we can talk...

I hit send and walked to my car. Tonight was going to be a long one. 

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