We Can't get Along

Bad Decisions

Genesis (POV)

I woke up on the floor with Jason on the floor....wtf?

I got up and hot dizzy and fell on my ass, making Jason wake up

Jason: what,FUCK MY HEAD!!

Genesis: SHUT THE FUCK UP MY HEAD HURTS TOO!

he crawled to the bed

I got up from the floor, and walked downstairs

the guys were pasted out on the floor, I went to the cabinet and grabbed 4 pain killers and to bottles of water

I went back upstairs

I opened the door, and see a pasted out Jason on the bed

I quietly walked over to him and lightly shook him

he woke up

Genesis: here take these, and here's the water

I got up, I felt something on my arm

I looked back

Jason: I think we need some apart to fix things.... yeah?

I nodded, and walked in the bathroom

I stripped down and turned on the shower

before I got in , I hid something along time ago, and I think its time to use them again

I looked under the sink, my babes, my blades

I went in the shower, I washed my hair first then my body, finally my blades

I began to cut, it felt good to have them back, I haven't used them in 8 months

the water going down the drain was tunring red

I cut all thw way up to were my elbow started

I washed my blood away, I got out the shower and cleaned up

it was the perfect time to cut, its cold outside I wore a long sleeve shirt, and some sweat pants and boots

I got out, and saw Jason watching TV

I didn't even bother looking at him or talking to him I just grabbed my phone and walked out

I saw the guys picking up the bottles

I went to my backyard, I sat on a big rock, and pulled my phone out

I went to my pictures, and clicked on my favorite one

my brother and I

I miss him like crazy, he wasn't the brother that didn't like any guy for me, he was cool about it, he practically took me in when my parents threw me out

he was a little over proactive but not that much

I found myself having a flash back

                      *flash back*

we were arguing about what my parents said that I was doing drugs and drinking

btw his name was micheal

Genesis: I didn't do it I swear....you should trust me I'm your sister

he didn't even listen to a word I was saying

Michael: why? why did you do it?

Genesis: I didn't god damn....

he kept talking