We Can't get Along

Sunday...

Genesis POV

Here we go again,.....we drove back to the house in complete silence

until he spoke

Jason: but you aren't leaving right?

Genesis: no I'm not....but instead of fighting...why not have while at it...and since we're in Nevada....

Jason: Vegas....

Genesis: would you think the guys would.go?

Jason: I don't know but if they don't, you still wanna go?

Is he trying to ask me out?

Genesis: ask the right way

Jason: what

Genesis: you tryin to ask me out....

he didn't say anything

Jason: would you like to go with me?

Genesis: I would love to, but no more fighting

Jason: deal

once we got home, we asked the guys

Alex: y'all can go, I have things to do

Genesis: oh come on alex, everyone else is going....well besides tyga

Alex: nah, I have to go somewhere else

Genesis: okay your loss

fredo: oh yeah I remember, I have something to do

Genesis: oh really....like what?

fredo: things

Genesis: fine anyone else wanna be a pussy and back out?

they didn't say anything

Genesis: got you bitches by the balls...haha

it was around 3 o'clock in the afternoon

we were eating at the table

Jason: could we talk?

they all went quiet

I looked up

Genesis: sure?

he grabbed my hand and we went outside in the backyard

Genesis: yea?

Jason: sit down

we sat down on the edge of the pool, I put my feet in

Jason: I really need to get this off my chest

he took a deep breath and began to talk

Jason: I'm so sorry, thinking you were pregnant. I was stupid and jealous. But here it goes....I don't care how long it takes, I will get you back. I know what happened ,you will probably never forgive me, but I wouldn't want to be with anyone else besides you, you think you left and gave everything to me, but I left and gave everything to you too. I know just because we're in different gangs, we're not suppose to fall in love or even like someone, but you can't help it, you can't help who you fall in love with, you mean eveything to me, your my princess, my only one. I will fight for you and if that means leave my gang to be with you, I will, I would give eveything just to be with you. If we would I run away with you and start a new life with you, to have your...our kids, began again, its true we've been threw hell, all things, people around us, they just want what's best for you...me....us, I kept quiet all these years, even before your brother, I found out you were in the gang life, I even heard about your parents and I got so pissed I wanted to tear their necks out, then when I finally heard you were the new leader, I couldn't focus right on work, I tried everything to get you to notice me, I was even thinking about turning myself in to you. That's how bad it got. without you, my wolrd is just dark and grey, I don't want you....I need you, I need you to be with me, I need you to be there for me....I can't live without you, your my baby, I feel the need to care for you, I want to care for you, your my love ...only mine, your all that matters to me, you make me complete, I love you