We Can't get Along

The Letter

Genesis POV

I couldn't get any sleep, knowing wether I am pregnant or not....and if I am how in the hell am I going to tell Jason?

I got bored of just sitting there, I went downstairs to watch some TV

it was still dark outside, it was around 4am

I sat down, with my blanket covering me, once I turned the TV on, they were passing a commercial about pregnancy....

I changed the channel, again, and again and again until I saw 'Cops' my favorite

but instead of watching it, I kept thinking about the baby....what in the did I get myself into? I'm 17 going on 18 I'm to young for this shit, not to mention I'm in a gang, and if I do have a baby, I won't be able to be in the gang anymore, and if anyone finds out...someone higher and more powerful then me, he would want to kill the baby...hell no...but maybe the pregnancy test was wrong,but I took it twice, what if Jason finds out? will he even be with me even though he doesn't want a baby? will he leave me alone with the baby?....shit

smh

I kept watching 'Cops' until 9am, I heard the mail box close, I went to get it, once I opened it, it was "The Letter" the let letter of the year....all gangs meet with the one who started it all....Victor

I opened it, it read

" As you may know, its that time of the year, for once again we meet again.You know the steps, we all come in peace, this year will be different, there will be training involved,we sent this letter a year early, get ready.You also may know Victor will do anything to break you, so get ready....this meeting will be held in New York, we will keep sending you messages until the day comes...."

I walkes back inside....shit this can't happen now!fuck

I sat back down,someone came down it was Alex

Alex: hey we need to talk

I think he got the letter too

Alex: my guys from Florida, they got "the letter"....what are we going to do?

Genesis: I got the letter too....

Alex: Jason can't know about this...at least not know....maybe because your pregant maybe later.....

Genesis: yeah just not now....okay?

Alex: okay...

shit....damn it, they have to leave sooner or later...but they have to leave

fucking shit, Alex and I went to the kitchen and got some coffee

Alex: Genesis.....we have to leave....but when?

Genesis: damn....um maybe when the time is right, when you wanna leave....

Alex: after your birthday...Jason has something for you

Genesis: oh really like what?

I took a sip of my coffee

Alex: I can't tell

I felt something come up ny throat..

uh-oh

I immediately ran to to the bathroom, Alex ran after to me

I threw up about 4 times, he helped me

Alex: Genesis maybe you are pregnant

Genesis: we can't be so sure, and I'm trying not to get my hopes up