Roses Flaws ↠ Michael Clifford (AU)

Chapter | 10 |

The weeks seemed to pass in a very fast time, it was now in the middle of november close to thanksgiving. Michael and I were happy, we did the occasional thing of kissing. It wasn't official though but that didn't bother me. Even though Michael made me happy I still thought about my family and friends as well as school. This place really depressed me and I knew that them thinking I was the old Mackenzie was not going to help.

Calum and I have yet to talk, we would pass by each other but no say a word except for the occasional nods. It wasn't really my fault he needs to realize I am NOT Mackenzie Sharp.

"Everything alright?" Michael asked me.

I shrugged. "Just thinking. No need to worry."

"Its about Calum isn't it?"

"Yeah I miss him."

"Well talk to him. He's your best friend."

"But he won't stop thinking I'm the Mackenzie that was here before me."

He sighed. "Some things are hard to believe its better that we face it now then later."

"Yeah whatever. I'll go talk to him."

I pecked his lips and slipped out of his room.

I walked aimlessly around until I found him it wasn't close to breakfast or lunch so where would Calum be? The garden.. No.

Classes? Not that time yet.. Session? Maybe but I doubt it.

After walking I managed to stumble upon a guard. "Vic." I called out.

"Yes Miss.Sharp?"

I almost let out a groan. "Can you tell me where Calum Hood's room?"

"Go right then take a left and It's the 5th door ."

"Thanks."

Calum Hood

Patient : 294

Age : 18

I knocked softly on his pale white door.

"Who's there?" He called out.

"Um..Mackenzie?"

It swung open. "Surprised to see you here but I'm glad I've been meaning to talk to you."

"That's why I'm here. Can we walk and talk?" I sent him a smile.

"Sure." He closed his door.

It was complete silence for awhile until he broke it. "Look Mackenzie.. I was a jerk and I shouldn't have been in which i'm very sorry for."

"It's alright Cal I need to realize who I am." I lied.

I know who I am. Mackenzie Ross.

"You need time and I should've got that. Does mean we are still friends?"

I shook my head softly, watching his head fall down in disappointment. "No we're best friends."

His head shot up and he hugged me tightly. "You gave me quite a scare Mac don't do that."

I giggled. "Sorry."

November 18, 2012

Calum and I were fine. We were back to our usual routine and I was glad because he was my best friend.

At the moment my life was alright except for being stuck in here which I would changed. I wanted to escape, something I craved more then anything is freedom. You know not being locked up in your room and being able to leave whenever you please. I wouldn't just leave right away, I have things to figure out.

Mackenzie Sharp.

Who was she? & why did everyone think she was me. I felt like one of those hidden puzzle games where you had to discover everything before finding out the truth, the real story.

As far as I could tell from this journal..Mackenzie was a hidden girl she seemed to keep to herself, her mother was crazy like really crazy and for her father he seemed to be out of the picture. The only person she would really interact was with her neighbor Ashton, they seemed to have a thing before she was 'admitted'.

Reason for that was because the police found her with her mom but she was dead. Mackenzie went crazy and killed her and almost Ashton. I don't know how you claim someone to be crazy but she was.

She met Calum at the age fourteen when he was admitted due to Anxiety and other things and Luke at sixteen when he was diagnosed with Anorexia and PTSD. Then later on, in october a day before I came the journal entries stopped in which I assumed she escaped to be with 'Ashton' and she succeeded.

I come the next day and people just assumed that I was her and I lost my memory.

This place was seriously messed up.

Well what did I expect. This is a mental hospital.

Either way I will uncover the mystery of Mackenzie and this place even if does kill me.

Sincerely,

M.R

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