Roses Flaws ↠ Michael Clifford (AU)

Chapter | 41 |

They believed it.

And I can't get my head wrapped around it. All of them believed that my memory had came back after a fall in shower. Michael was the most happiest, he kissed me several times and gave me a hug as well as the others. I had to hide my disgust from when he did kiss me. It wasn't right, it wasn't Ashton's kisses. They were different. Way different, when kissing Michael he was rough and in desperate need of chapstick while Ashton's was soft, sweet, and passionate. Ashton loved me and when he kissed me, you could tell.

I've been observing everyone's behavior, they were not exactly all the way happy but close too it. They had no stress or misery. Some knew they were never going to get out and they lived with that.

I was going to be free soon. The big storm was happening tomorrow. I was excited. Ashton and I would be together again like the old times before my mother ruined that.

"Mac?.. Are you listening?" Michael asked me.

"Huh?" I had zoned out.

"We were discussing tomorrow."

"I'm sorry, I zoned out."

They all just looked at me with a worried look before I cleared my throat, telling them I was ok.

Michael went over the plan again for tomorrow night. We were to go to our rooms normally and wait. When the power went out, we would meet in the back of the kitchen area and proceed from there. There were two groups. Too many people would cause suspicion so Michael and I than Calum and Violet. Michael and I would go threw the east side and the other two, the west side. We would meet up in the basement and make our way out to freedom. Luke's job was to cover for us if anyone started asked where we were at. It all seemed simple but also terrifying. We were risking our selves to get in trouble. And there was a fifty percent chance that the power will go out. If it doesn't, we are screwed.

"This is a big risk." Violet confessed. She ran a hand threw her hair.

"It's a risk we are willing to take." I answered. "We need to do this. I can't take no more."

Everyone agreed with me. Suddenly something passed over me and I ran to the bathrooms. I threw up all over the toilet seat, there was guard behind me. He mumbled something and left.

Morning sickness.

Everyone knew that it was a symptom of being pregnant.

"Oh my gosh Mac. Are you okay?" Violet gaped.

I let out a gag before puking again. She stood behind me and held my hair.

"I'm don- never mind."

I puked one last time and stood up. Violet waited on me to brush my teeth. We both left towards the recreational hall again with the guards close by.

"Don't look at me like that. I'm fine, I ate something bad." I shook my head at her.

"I'm just worried." She answered. "We all are. Has something happened?"

"No. Everything is just fine."

"Okay."