Roses Flaws ↠ Michael Clifford (AU)

Chapter | 14 |

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I counted,for the past thirty minutes I have been trying to fall asleep but my insomnia took over awhile ago making me think back to Michael and his wear abouts. I didn't know everything, just that Ella had set him off and the guards sedated him for 'losing' it. For the past few months that I've known Michael things do not set him off unless they are really important. What could she have mentioned?

After giving up on thinking, I opened my eyes and starred at the ceiling. The room was pitch black but you could still see the outline of the recent posters and pictures, Michael had helped me hang up.

"How about this one?" Michael murmured. I shrugged, taking the Ramones poster out of his hands and looking at it.

"Sure but where? The walls are almost full."

"The ceiling maybe? We could get the janitor to let us borrow the ladder."

"I don't think they would allow us to do that, they might think we'll hang ourselves."

Michael snorted. "Trust me Mac the janitor will, he loves me."

I wrapped my arms around his neck. "How come everyone loves you?"

He smirked lightly. "I'm just irresistible."

"Right.. And I'm iron man."

Michael pouted. "But I am."

"If you say so." I pecked his lips.

I smiled lightly at the faint memory of Him and I.

And soon I fell into a deep sleep.

"So where is he? He should've been back by now." Calum stated.

"Yeah I know that's why I'm worried..You don't even like him so why are you worrying?"

He shrugged. "Michael seems important to you and if since he is I should worrying too because of how unstable you are."

I almost snorted, a simple thing that I've picked up from Michael over the past weeks. It was weird to think you could adapt to an habit like that. "Unstable isn't what I call it..More like something else but I don't know what."

"You're stressing." He raised an eyebrow.

"Yeah I guess I am."

"Don't think about it." Calum murmured. "Get your mind off things."

I let out a sigh. He was right I couldn't just overthink things like I'm doing or stress. Michael will be okay.

"So.." I started and cleared my throat. "What can you tell me about me?"

He looked taken back. "about you?"

"Yes." I nodded slowly. "I want to know about me before I lost my memory."

Calum shrugged. "There's nothing much, just accept that you used to walk around moping about Ashton until you just gave out and tried to escape."

"Interesting..How about Ashton?"

"Mackenzie.. I don't think it would be right to talk about it."

I held back a whine. "Why not?"

"Just stop asking." He snapped.

This time I kept my mouth shut and listened to his heavy breathing.

"Look..I'm sorry. Ashton was a sore subject, just like the rest. I don't want you to have a break downn and be sent where Michael is."