Mind

ARTHIT

Rojnapats', always had a very easy and simple life.   They never had any qualms either about their wealth or health.  They were a close-knit family, lovable,kind and gentle. Yet, they were arrogant and kind of  flaunted their only life-ARTHIT.

For many years, the Rojnapats' were childless couple.  They offered many prayers and offerings to gods and also to their doctors, but failed for almost 10 years.  They lost hope of ever owning and caring a baby.  In their despair and love for each other, one night,  in their consolation, they had a fiery passion of warmth and love,resigning to the fact that they  themselves are enough to lead their life, oblivious of the truth that, their seeds had merged to give life to their love.

Arthit was born.  Arthit had been pampered, doted, cherished and lavished with affection and care.   Arthit was good at everything he did.  He was tall, fair, manly  with  extremely toned body and mind.  He loved everything in his life.  He was intelligent, excellent in studies as well as good football player.   He joined his  SSP  Higher Secondary School in Bangkok to pursue his Science course in his secondary years.

He had many friends, admirers and girls, as friends only.   He always believed that his heart and body would be owned by the person, who would capture his heart and would remain with him forever.  He was not in a hurry to fall for someone so early in his life. He had dreams and ambitions to fulfill.  He wanted to pursue engineering. He was working hard. 

And yet on that rainy day, when he was playing football along with his team members, he felt a kind of  uneasiness and  eerie aura behind his back.  It was as if someone was  checking him out and he felt naked as if stripped of his clothes.   He brushed off this feeling and continued to play, kicking the ball and earning goal after goal.  

It started  raining heavily and  he stood there for sometime on the field after his friends left him, taking in the pure water fell from the sky.  But suddenly he felt as if someone was sucking his nipples,hard so hard,  clinging to it as if it was the only source of the survival. Was it a human or animal or some other creature gobbling him, he could not sense it.  But he surely felt disgusted and unclean.   He could not shake that feeling off.

He ran back to his dorm and relaxed his aching body and fast heart beat.   From then on, he became an object of scrutiny to his own self.  Still, even after 15 days, the feeling still haunted him and became a nightmare.  He vowed never to come back or stay alone anywhere near that area without any of his friends accompany him.   He still could not understand that erotic sensation in him.

"I was sending these kinds of feelings to him, for Kong's sake, Arthit,you will have to give up your disgust feeling, because you can only be Kong's and no one else.   I want Kong to live so that I can live".

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Is it boring.  Did  I mess it up.  I have embolden the last para, which is the POV of Kong's mind