Mind

A KISS

Kong woke up after two days, not aware of his surroundings.  He felt exhausted and all the energy drained out.  He felt dizzy and vision hazy.   Yet when he slowly became aware of his environment, he recalled all that happened to him two days ago.   At the hospital, no one was in the room except the empty couch opposite to his bed but side table laden with fruits and medicines.  His back palm was punctured to instill in him the drips.  

He tried to get up,  but he could not. So he laid on the bed with eyes closed.  He remembered how he stalked his Arthit on that day, all the scenes of Arthit played before him and he was feeling happy and content with his present moment.  As the time passed, only nurse visited him to observe him and take down his progress.   In the evening, his nanny came to visit him, he was happy and he chatted with her for awhile.  Nanny was fond of Kong and she started rebuking him about his obsession which she had no idea about.   Kong shut her mouth by hugging her and eased her mind that he was doing fine.

His parents did not visit him even once, which did not bother Kong.  He was somehow relieved that the Dark Figure left him alone for three days when he was in the hospital ,since the Dark Figure was out of town for some business.  Kong was discharged after three days and he was advised to rest for another four days at home.   Kong could not take this well and argued with his nanny  about missing his classes back in school.  Finally he was coaxed and cajoled by his nanny to stay at home, since nobody would be there in the house.   Kong felt as if he had got freedom from his dread, enjoyed his stay at home to recover  quickly for his Arthit.  

Kong was dragging his feet towards Arthit's  class after a week, still weak, tired and bruised.  He was taking baby steps as if limping towards his Arthit, since the time he learnt that he was brought to the hospital by Arthit, since the time he learnt that he was found by his Arthit, since time he learnt that he worried and inquired about his health, he wanted to meet him and at least wanted to thank him.  But then, he stopped in his tracks, when he felt that his Arthit had spotted him and yet was walking away from him in disgust and shock.  For the first time, he felt very hurt deeply, he felt a stab of hopelessness and ran away from there.  He ran and reached his school park, where trees were strewn around with lot of hope and sunshine.  And yet in that backdrop, Kong cried and cried, cried his heart out and decided to end his life.

He did not wish to live because in spite of saving him, his Arthit was avoiding him, his eyes felt disgusted seeing him.  He could not take his Arthit's rejection and dismissal from his life.

NOW, FOR THE FIRST TIME I FELT NERVOUS REGARDING KONG'S STATE, HE WAS AGAIN DEJECTED AND WAS ON THE VERGE OF killing HIMSELF, ERASE ME FROM THIS WORLD, WHICH I WOULD NEVER ALLOW HIM TO DO.   HE WAS SO MUCH OBSESSED BY HIS ARTHIT THAT HE WAS GIVING UP ON HIM, WHICH I WOULD NEVER HAD ALLOWED.  I HAD TO DO SOMETHING AND AGAIN I ENTICED KONG TOWARDS ARTHIT'S PHYSICALITY, AFTER ALL HE WAS ON THE THRESHOLD OF PUBERTY.

Kong cried his heart out and felt better as if some internal force had let him vent out his frustration and started afresh with his Arthit.  After all he had to make his Arthit, His.  He slowly walked away from the park and reached his class.  He attended his class and afterwards he decided to stalk his Arthit.  He wanted to see him in all shades.   Kong sat opposite to Arthit's class and peered into the window.  There seated on the writing pad chair, his Arthit was observed in his class, dressed in white shirt and blue pants, he was bent forward with head down and fingers running on the book, taking down the lecture notes.  His  fringes were on his forehead and his left frank view did not conceal his half pinkish lips with toned biceps and long legs.  Suddenly, Kong for the first time, wanted to bite those lips, lick the lower lip and take away his pinkish hue, he wanted to lock his lips with his Arthit's lips, touch his Arthit's tongue with his, he wanted to suck his Arthit's  upper lip sandwich between his, he wanted his kiss to linger for a very very long time, he wanted to take away the flesh in and around his Arthit's lips, because he was hungry for his attention, for his body and for his care. He wanted only his Arthit's  flesh, to build his muscles and bones,so as to enter his  Arthit's  heart,body and soul.

Arthit was then enjoying his class and taking down notes, when he suddenly felt the weather  of the class room turning freakish. He felt thirsty and his lips felt like being chapped and bitten out of pinkish colour.  

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