Mind

FALLING IN LOVE FOR REAL-2

Arthit was perspiring in the month of December when he woke up from a nightmare.  He could not recollect what was it about.  But he felt as if he was sucking someone's bosom hungrily  and lustily.  Arthit felt wetness  in his groin and was quite shocked by that sexual outlet.  Arthit was still to recover from Kim's death, since he had fallen in love with him and that  wetness he connected it with his longing for him.  But he felt that it was not Kim whom he saw in his dream.  Who was it then?

But yet he felt grotesque when he felt that someone was calling out his name asking for his help.  He slowly reconciled to the fact that he was truly stressed out and the antibiotics were working its way on his brain.  After a month of rest, he went back to his college life without any interest or enthusiasm.   Two days into the college, he got a call from the nearby area circle police inspector informing about his missing Identity Card and finding it in an area miles away from his college.  The police informed him that a boy of 18 years had been found unconscious and was in serious condition.  But they could not find any identification documents from him except Arthit's ID card.   Arthit replied that he had lost his ID card few days back  in college's campus and had already got himself a new one after paying the fine.  The inspector informed him that he would have to come there to identify the boy.  Informing about the call, the principal accompanied Arthit to the hospital and found out that the boy to be Kong who was missing for past two days from the college.  His missing complaint had been registered with the police.  Both student and the mentor were shocked beyond their imagination when they saw Kong's condition and also about the amputation.  Arthit just went out of the room unable to the boy's condition.  He was all bruised and wounded.

The Principal immediately dismissed Arthit from the scene and took charge of Kong.  Arthit was sent back and ordered not to disclose anything about Kong to anyone in the college.  Promising he went back to his routine, studying, preparing and fretting about the boy named Kong and also mourning Kim's death.

It had been two months since Kong was admitted to the hospital.  He did not regain his conscious till then.  His left arm was not amputated.  All thanks to the surgeon who was called from Japan.  Only a chunk of his flesh was operated, if not it would have been a threat to his whole body.    Slowly,his arm was recovering.  The principal and the nanny paid for the hospital bills and did not reveal anything to Kong's parents.  Since they were not bothered even when they got the news of his being missing from the college.  Nanny pleaded that he had a threat from his uncle, so it would be better not to inform his parents.  When he recovers,  his nanny would take him back  with her to Chingmai.  

KONG HAD GIVEN UP EVERYTHING AFTER THIS ASSAULT.  HE DID NOT WANT TO LIVE.   HE WANTED TO END HIS SORROWS.  I TRIED TO MAKE HIM EXPERIENCE ARTHIT'S  CRAVING FOR HIS BODY, HEART AND SOUL.  BUT HE REJECTED IT TO BE A MERELY DREAM WHICH WOULD NEVER COME TRUE. BATTERED KONG FELL IN LOVE IN WITH HIS ARTHIT BUT GAVE UP THIS  TIME.  IT HAS BEEN TWO MONTHS, HE HAS NOT REGAINED CONSCIOUSNESS.  BUT STILL BREATHING AND NOW IT IS UP TO ARTHIT TO FEEL HIS LOVE BRING HIM BACK TO HIS SENSES.  WILL IT TRULY HAPPEN?

Arthit was becoming restless day by day.  His friends were worried for him.  At some point they thought of informing his parents.  But then thought of a better idea and confronted Arthit directly for his state of being.  Gone was the hot-headed, ambitious, toned Arthit.  The Arthit then was subdued, edgy, still muscle bodied but with no aim in his life.  He flunked in his exams and got c grade for his projects and assignments.  Arthit could not understand himself as to why he was thinking about Kong after the hospital visit.  He recognized him to be the junior from his higher secondary school days who he had saved  twice.  One from the bullies and the other time, when he was fainted in his college campus.  The fearful and kooky feeling of being drained out of energy which he felt two and half years back crept his way and the feeling of sucking someone and the cry were taking a toll on his health and mind.

He became obsessed with the feeling and also with the Kong.  He decided to visit to the hospital.  Promising of secrecy with the principal, he went to visit the hospital where Kong lay for two months and the moment he set his foot in the room, one who was in his deep slumber felt as if someone was there to wake him up from the nightmare  and the one who was walking dead froze when he understood the source of unnatural, queer and ghastly feelings of the cry, lust and draining energy. Arthit knew he would never be able to leave Kong from then on wards.  

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I don't have any knowledge about the medical history of surgery.  So please read it as it is written.