THE STORY BEHIND US: PART 1 (A JenBin Fanfiction)

CHAPTER 32

The Boys' POV

(November 13, 2014. After the fight between Jay and BI last night, no one dared to come out of their rooms because the boys know that the two are gonna have a man-to-man talk this early in the morning. That's how they fix things when they can't fix it before sleeping; it's a rule and eventually it became a habit to the boys every time things like that happen.)
BI: Hyung mianhae!
Jay: Nado!
BI: Hyung what should I do?
Jay: Why did you do that?
BI: I don't know hyung
Jay: Ani! You broke up with her because you already made up your mind during that time. I know you Hanbin-na, you can't do something unless you decided to really do it. (BI told Jay about his and Hayi's plan after MIX AND MATCH and everything.)
Jay: Did you lose your mind? How can you think of that? Did you even think of Jennie every time you go out with Hayi? I bet Jennie were longing for your attention too even though she's not saying it. You can tell that just by looking at her face every time we meet at the company. What happen to the Kim Hanbin that is so into Jennie Kim? Did you really not love her anymore? Do you love Hayi?
BI: No it's not like that, it's just that.... It's fun being with her, and I'm happy every time I'm with Hayi.
Jay: What about Jennie?
BI: I don't know, we barely see and talk to each other so...(Jay cut in)
Jay: That's exactly my point! You barely see and talk to each other, why? Are you gonna say you don't have time? You have time with Hayi but to Jennie you don't?
BI: Ani, it's not like that, I lost contact to her so...... I don't know.
Jay WOW! You're really making my blood boil!! Let me remind you, it was our fault in the first place that we lost contact in them; we ignored them intentionally because of you! Yes you heard me right, because of you, because of what you were doing with Hayi! All of us, maybe except for you can tell that the girls are longing for our attention every time we meet at the company but because you doesn't seem to notice it or maybe you're just pretending not to know, we also distance ourselves to them because we are afraid of what you are doing, did you know that? Can't you give me a more lame excuse Kim Hanbin? (BI can't answer him)
Jay: Let me ask you this, if you are to choose between Jennie and Hayi, would you choose? Choose wisely! Think carefully!
BI: Hyung I can't....... Wait give me time
Jay: Okay, it's up to you. While doing that can you tell KIM HANBIN to come back to us because he seems lost okay? Not the BI today. Can you also please tell him that his Jennie is hurting and is in so much pain right now that no one even dared to imagine how she was feeling right now and she needed him the most right now because Jennie might not get herself together and we are afraid that she might not come back and pursue her dream!!!
(While hearing those words from Jay, BI is feeling more and more guilt, but there's something in him that can't seem to just let go of Hayi. He is struggling so much and is already making him crazy. The boys are just there to support him.)

(One week passed. Hayi sent BI a message asking if they could hang out today but BI is still spacing out after what happened last week. BI rejected Hayi's offer. He just came from the practice room and is about to go back to their dorm but the elevator is under maintenance so he took the stairs. When he reaches the 3rd floor, he heard Hayi and Suhyun talking in the 2nd floor. And to his surprised, they are talking about him so he quietly eavesdropped between them.)
Suhyun: Ya Hayi why are you so mad today?
Hayi: BI is so busy; he doesn't want to hang out with me!
Suhyun: Ya you know they are busy right?
Hayi: Busy busy, he's so busy every time, I won't tolerate this anymore! He should give me more time you know! What's so good in being an idol, he should've just become a composer or something!
(BI can't believe what he just heard.)
Suhyun: Why are you like that? I thought you're really into him?
Hayi: In his dreams!, I'm just hanging out with him because I want to become closer to Jinhwan oppa, you know that, why do you keep on making myself repeat?!
Suhyun: Woah! Calm down, okay okay I got it, sorry. But you know what, I like that you sly girl! (Both are laughing then went out.

(BI just faced palm his self after hearing their conversation. He cannot believe what he just heard. He just realized something, that he picked that doubled-face Hayi over Jennie! He's now angry and so disappointed to himself. He's now starting to regret everything!)