THE STORY BEHIND US: PART 1 (A JenBin Fanfiction)

CHAPTER 40

(Current time: 10 minutes before 10 in the evening. BI's finished composing his self and started to call Jay.)

Jay: Oh eodiya? Why aren't you coming home yet? Do you know what time is it already?
BI: Hh-hhyung! (started crying)
Jay: Oh jamkan, are you crying? Where are you? What happened? Did something wrong happen to you?
BI: (continue crying) Hyung ottoke?!!
Jay: WHYY!!! ANSWER ME PROPERLY WILL YOU!!!! You're making me nervous now KIM HANBIN!!!! Eodiya?
BI: I just read all her letters hyung........ ottoke!!.. I broke up with her so I should be happy but why am I like this hyung? It's killing me inside! I was really mean to her... I was a bastard, I was a jerk!! (crying out loud)
Jay: (After hearing that, tears immediately form around his eyes) Ya eodiya? Good for you, you know yourself very well you jerk, you just realized that now? Nappeun nom! Eodiya I'll come to you
BI: Hyung I want to go to her right now. What should I do? I feel like I'm going to die in pain now!!!
Jay: (he's getting a bad feeling about this because BI might do something dangerous) EODINYAGO?!!!! Answer me palli!!!!..............are you by chance at the rooftop? (no answer, Jay get it and immediately went out of their dorm). Arraseo, just stay there don't do anything stupid Hanbin-na! (Jay went to the YG bldg. as fast as he can.)

(Meanwhile, BI is just staring at the sky, after thinking a lot, he decided to return all the letters to the secret box and he kept the necklace so that he could return it to the owner one day. He positioned himself on Jennie's favorite spot on the rooftop, which is just beside where the secret box is, and started bringing out his song notebook and the pen Jennie gave him. He thinks that it's the perfect time for him to write lyrics because he can relate what he is feeling right now to the lyrics he's about to write so he started writing. Before Jay could reach the rooftop, he already finished writing lyrics for two songs entitled APOLOGY and AIRPLANE. The lyrics are full of emotions and you can tell the sadness and the feeling of regretting everything. BI just simply relates what he feels in that.)

Jay: Yah!!! (catching his breath) you...... should've answered............ me when I asked................ where are you imma!!
BI: Oh hyung, you're here?
Jay: "you're here?" you're here my foot (kicks BI's foot) did you know that I was very worried!!! Hhhhhaaaaaayyyyyy!!! I thought something bad happened to you imma!!
BI: (he somehow felt relieved that he had a hyung like Jay.) I'm sorry hyung
Jay: So are you okay now? You said you read all her letters, ottoke? Where did you get it?
BI: Yep, and now I really am getting the karma hyung. It really hurts in here (pointing his heart)
Jay: That's good then you jerk! You should feel that pain till the end, you deserve that very well nappeun noma!! (then hugs BI. BI knows what Jay is saying- that he should not forget the pain he caused Jennie and to never do that again.)
BI: (he started crying) Komawo hyung! Jeongmal komawoyo! That's what I need to hear the most right now!
Jay: Nappeun nom!!

(BI told Jay everything, from when did Jennie started writing him a letter to the very last one. Jay just gave him some sort of advice and everything. BI promised Jay to be a good man and to bring back the old Hanbin.)
Jay:You should not say that to me, you say that to the girls, especially Jennie, got me?
BI: Yes hyung, kamsahamnida!
Jay: One more thing, you ask me a while ago why are you being like that when you should be happy that you broke up with her? The answer's very obvious pabo-ya! You're being like that cause you still have her in your heart. That's why I always told you to think first and watch your mouth pabo-ya! Just feel the pain imma,  you did that to yourself so face it like a man! (both of them laughed, although BI is laughing, he really is feeling the hurt deep inside him)