THE STORY BEHIND US: PART 1 (A JenBin Fanfiction)

CHAPTER 38

(BI is still at the rooftop reading the letters Jennie wrote. He is now reading the MIX and MATCH days- letters, including those boys' coldness days up to the day of his birth)

To my Love,

How are you today my love? How have you been? Are you sleeping well? I know that this (competition) is too much for you guys but as sajangnim said, it will make you even stronger so that in the near future you will become successful like our BIGBANG sunbaenim. It must be hard for you right, so here I am again, won't be able to do anything for you but to just write a letter to you. I'm sorry that I'm not there to help and guide you babe. I'm more sorry that I kept on saying sorry because it's the only word that I can say right now. Please stay strong babe. I hope to see you soon! I miss you so much!!!

Love,
Your Jenjen

(Jennie's letter for his birthday and voice recorder)

To my One and Only,

Happy Birthday babe! i won't make this long, I'll just need to tell you that please come to the practice room in 2nd floor later on. And if you can't make it later, will please just listen to the recorder babe? It's just simple but I hope you like my gift to you my love. Happy birthday again babe! I love you!

Love,
Your Jenjen

(BI then listens to the recorder, though it's very late, he is still reading every single letter and this time, he tried to listen to Jennie's gift for him. The record goes like this)

Mmhm Ehemm ehemm, Mic check 1,2 mic check 1,2 my name is Jennie and here I am wishing my love a happiest birthday. YOU READY BABE? okay here we go, Happy Birthday To You, Happy Birthday To You Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday My Love! May You Live Long My Love May You Smi---ile For Me My Love May Live Long May You Live Long May You Live Long Hanbini! (she's singing it while playing the piano) Yey!!!!! (clapping all by herself) Babe I know that this too simple but I hope you liked it. I know I'm not a perfect person but I'll try to make you smile and make you feel my love and support for you even though I'm not at your side most of the time. What I want to tell you is that I'm always wishing you all the best. I know that you are already successful because you can make your own music and that is a success to anyone who works in music industry. It's a blessing actually to have you because I feel reassured everytime i'm thinking that I have someone like you. I may be too selfish but I won't let others steal you away from me. You are my life now you know that right? Mom, you, and the squad are my life now. You're the only ones I have in my life. Though I can't forwardly say this but you are mine and only mine babe. you are a true leader, a very trustworthy one and a very responsible person. I hope you won't change babe. I'll help you do that because I won't change also. Please always remember that. Goodluck with everything babe!!! Remember that whatever you do, you are the best! I love you with all my heart. I miss you so much!!!!!! Happiest birthday my Hanbini!

(And with that, the record ended and left BI crying so hard. He can't imagine that Jennie's been so good to him and always supporting him.)

(BI reads another letter, it was the day after she saw him and Hayi in the practice room.)

To Hanbin oppa,

First of all, good luck IKON. We know that you're gonna make it soon. Congratulations in advance!
I did not know that you had something going on with Hayi sunbae oppa. Please tell me the truth, am I not enough for you? Don't you love me anymore? It hurts a lot to be honest. You know I'm not used to this kind of pain and jealousy right? I hope you'll tell me the truth soon. I won't bother you with this for the mean time and just focus on your performance okay. I'm very worried about you, all of you, we were very worried, why are you so cold to us? If we did you something wrong, we apologize. Just please take good care of yourselves okay?

Love,

Jennie

(BI is so out of energy right now because as he reads the letters he can't help it but to shed tears. The guilt, the pain, everything he deserves to feel is slowly eating him up. Anyone could think that it's just letters but to BI, it's Jennie's effort, effort to show how she sincerely cared and loved him. It was very late but he keeps on reading them 'cause no one knows, it might be the only thing left that will prove that they once loved each other.)