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A day passed without Suga. Another day. Another week. And another week. It's been 3 weeks. The calendar showed red circle marks on dates without Suga. Jimin forced a small smile when he saw the calendar.

A flash of memory with Suga came in his head without warning. Another memory Yoongi passed without trying to be stopped. Yes, he let it be. A shitty feeling stayed in his heart, he tried his best to survive, but it's hard.

Days by days, his emptiness grew, loneliness expanded in his space. He slowly showed signs of mental death, when nothing was in his mind as his eyes started to go blank. Everyday felt like boring years for Jimin.

His mom didn't come back to Korea either, to check Jimin's condition and situation, but instead told the kid that she had to stay at least two or three years in LA for her business, which meant Jimin would spend more time alone and had to be independent. She only promised that she would sent him with money to fulfill his needs. She didn't even try to know how was her son's going.

Jimin sighed after ending the phone call with her mom, which he already known before it was coming. He concluded that he would be really exhausted yet overwhelmed with tiredness and dryness of his feelings.

Jimin already quit the job a week after he was sick, he decided to do that since he knew that job did not actually fit him and he wanted to spend more time alone in his house. He actually missed his jobs and friends, but in the same time he never wanted to come back.

Jimin's school required the students to take breaks in the middle of each semester, except if the students needed or wanted extra lessons. Jimin was a smart kid, obviously, and not one nor a part of those super diligent kids, so he took his break early and made it last longer than it should be.

Jimin's holidays started already which meant he should plan all by himself, his mom was not home to help him out, to at least look for him. Jimin, then, chose to take a trip to Daegu with Jin-ki hyung, Kibum hyung, Taemin hyung, and Minho hyung, together by train just for two weeks.

Taemin and Minho were in a relationship, so were Jin-ki and Kibum. Jimin took his seat alone, since he bought two tickets for himself. The train ride was pretty long, so he just listened to music from his earphones and got some shut eye, before he realized he reached Daegu already.

The cheerful couple, Taemin and Minho, happily held each other's hands, walked together out of the station to get a taxi. The matured couple, Jin-ki and Kibum, put each other's arms on their waists, picked up by Kibum's parents to the hotel. The silent and lonely Jimin, just walked slowly, then was picked up by Joohyun noona, who calmly smiled and greeted Jimin, leading him to her car, so they could eat lunch and get to Jimin's hotel.