Chapter 21

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*Hanna's P.O.V*

"Hanna introduce yourself!" Matt said handing me a microphone

"Hi guys!" I said and the crowd went crazy

"Well, I'm Hanna Russell. I'm 16 years old im turning 17 in about 2 weeks. Im Cameron's cousin and I have been bestfriends with Nash for a long time! I'm also from North Carolina!" I said everyone cheered. I felt loved. it felt amazing. Nash also gave me a smile and started looking down at his phone.

It was Jack and Jack's turn to sing their song paradise. Half way through their performance I received a text from Nash that read:

I miss you so much. So fucking much. I want things to be back to normal. I want you to be my bestfriend again.. and maybe something more. I love you so, so much Hanna. You don't realize how much I love you. I have to tell you a secret about Jack anyways at the hotel.. as long as you can trust me. Its the truth too. I need you to trust me. Talk to you later. Btw.. I knew the fans would love you as much as I do, but i don't know about that, no one will love you like i do.

"No one will love you i do" that part made me get butterflies. I miss him a lot. I mean.. Jacks a great guy but I just met him. But i also shouldn't go around kissing boys. Ugh. Why is my life so hard. But, Nash bullied me for 3 years...Is he even trustworthy? but also, is jack trustworthy? I am in a huge dilemma that I have crawled myself into. I feel like i always blame nash, but this is all on me, i let myself kiss jack, i let myself kiss nash. I don't know what to do right now. This is going to be so hard, i like both of them.

Wait. What would Nash have to tell me about Jack? Could he just be making up a lie just to get with me? It would not be the first time he lied. But didn't he try and change? he is changing for me. He is trying to be good for me.  a bunch of questions were running through my head

"Get away from it all not a care in the world, watch the sun hit the water as the waves curl. eh. No plans but a drink in my hand, no shoes, no shirt, swimsuit, raybands" Jack and Jack sung

I decided to answer back to Nash:

I miss you too. and don't worry.. we will always be bestfriends. I didn't really mean that I hate you. but, Jack seems so nice. What could he have possibly done? i don't know what to do nash.

he then responded:

I will when we get back at the hotel. Love you.

I didn't know if I should say I love you back so I just sent him a heart. Magcon ended and I was happy because people liked me. I gained 10,000+ followers in 2 days, i can't believe these people really like me, i am not use to it, but i know i like it.

We got to the hotel and Nash brought me put to eat for dinner since it was 5:30 P.M. so we could talk.

"What did you have to tell me about Jack?" I said when we reached apple bees.

"About Jack..."

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Authors Note:

Sorry short chapter!

Ill try and make the next chapter good!

Thanks for 800+ reads and 43+ votes!!!!!!

ILYSM!!!!!!

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