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Akashi Seijuro x Depressed!Reader

[A/N- I advise you not to read this if you don't like this kind of stuffs~ it's got a happyish ending though be it a bit messed up :) who doesn't like a little crazy now and then~]
Akashi seijuro x Depressed!Reader-

You worthless piece of sh*t, why don't you just crawl back to the hell hole you came from. Maybe then the world would be a better place, rid of you and your filth. Your an eye sore. How dare you even live. How can you live. Why do you even live, no one wants you here. Just leave. Leave forever. Never comeback. It'll be better for everyone. Just leave...

You ran. As fast as you could. You couldn't take it anymore. Your white dress got in the way so you took a fist full and ripped it off. Raising the fabric to your face to wipe away the tears only to look through the blurs to find black smudges on. I really am just filth. You thought.

You slowed down slightly as you reached the balcony. Taking off your shoes. You didn't want to ruin them, you had allready ruined the dress in your tainted tears.
"Never waste your tears dear" you looked up to you mother. You gave a confused look up to the angelic woman.
"An angels tears are worth more than diamonds" she gave a soft smile as you hugged her.

You climbed on to the railing.
"Your worthless, you think anyone would love you!? Who would love a monster like you" you sat in a pool of your own blood. Not caring who saw you in the state of near death you were in.
"Disgusting, to think I ever gave birth to you" she spat out. Even in a half consciousness it hurt. Like a thousand blades at your skin.

You looked down to the sparkling water of the pool. Reflecting the shining stars above.
"You used to call me an angel... Angels can fly right?" You asked yourself. Tasting the bitter saltiness of your tears. Looking down to the pool again, knowing you couldn't swim. Also knowing no one would come. Nobody ever came. You learnt the hard way.

Closing your eyes you let a sad smile play your lips.
"Goodbye..." You said to no one. No one was there for you. They never were and they never will be. You fell off the three story balcony. Not regretting anything.

They say, at your last moments your life flashes in your mind. Yet what flashed through your mind was just pain, sadness. You were broken. Broken beyond repair. The only way was down. That's were you were going to meet your beautiful demise. All the pain would go away. You would enter your own wonderland. All the pain gone. All the sadness gone. You wouldn't feel anything.

Splashing into the water you gave a close eyed smile at the moon, and the stars. They were the only things that stayed. You liked to imagine each star was a little companion as such. Always there for you though you couldn't see them all the time. They were little lanterns on the margins of heaven. It was sad that you didn't think you would ever get to be amongst them. It would be nice to be there for someone els, to actually mean something.

Your existence was worthless. And with that thought you let out your dying breath. Then that's when you remembered red. Not the firery red that you were afraid of, it was the kind of red that of meant comfort. Red and gold you thought.

"You allways manage to get yourself into a mess. I mean who gets busted up all over their body from doing exercise?" He said as he tended to your injuries that your mother had laid upon you. You gave a nervous chuckle.
"I guess sports just doesn't agree with me like it does to you" you said timidly as his soft hands worked his way up your back. Wincing slightly at the antiseptic applied to your scratches.

Little did you know that he was glaring at the marks. Fresh blood only just starting to dry out.
"Imagine if I tried actually participating in a sport... With people. I would end up with all my bones crushed, broken to pieces" you thought out loud trying to make a joke.
"Then I would simply hug you so tight all your broken pieces would fit right back into place. You never know, you might turn out better than you thought" you found yourself blushing at the thought.

Inside his head Akashi was forming a plan. He would break you so bad he would just pick up the pieces and put them back together. Simple as that. Not that it was that hard to break you, you were like a safe. You had an impenetrable exterior yet once you were in, everything was out in the open.

To speed up the process he kindly asked for your maid to slip you a little something every morning and from there he planned out everything. He was displeased by the fact that you got hurt but it was for the greater good. This way he could be with you, and you would be happy. It was a win-win situation.

It hurt him so bad when you said goodbye. You were in such a rush you didn't even notice him. You were in fact an angel to him. He felt as though he was watching in slow motion as you jumped. He couldn't do anything. He changed his mind. He didn't want you to go. What if it went wrong!

He rushed to the bottom, flinging off his jacket and shoes. He dove in and you were in the water. Your eyes closed with a smile, you were ok. He pulled your body into his as he caressed you face. He met your lips in a kiss, it was to show his love, a love that would never die. For that night marked when your new life would start.

Akashi POV-
I walked into the room with a smile, breakfast tray in my hands. She should be waking up now. I found myself stopping at the door just to admire her. She was dressed in white. I had changed her clothes but found she looked the best in white. It was the colour of purity. The colour angels wear.

The sun was shining through the green trees creating streaks of light on her body. The sound of bird song and the waterfall seeping through the open glass doors of my rest house.

Her long dress falling off the side of the bed as she lay with perfect posture. Even in her sleep she was as beautiful as ever. You would think she was dead because she was so still, but the rise and fall of her chest said otherwise.

I placed the tray on the table as I headed over to her.
"My angel" I whispered as I caressed her cheek. I bet down to kiss her on the lips. Only to find she was responding. I pulled away with a smile as I met hers. It had been so long since I had seen her sincere smile.
"Akashi~" my name rolled of her lips. It tasted like honey.
"(Name)-" I took a breath inhaling her (fave smell) scent. "-Are you feeling better?" She nodded and propped herself up slowly.
"How did I get here?" She asked with a cute confused face on looking to her surroundings.
"We were on our trip and you decided you would go exploring in the forest to do some bird watching... Then you fell out of a tree" she started laughing at that.

A laugh that I had missed so much.
"That sounds about right." Her eyes lightened up as she looked around the room. "Hmmm, that smells amazing" she said as her eyes settled on the breakfast I had prepared.
"I made it. Of course it's amazing" she chuckled as she slapped my arm playfully.
"You and your ego, if you made breakfast, I'll make lunch" I nodded even though I had other plans to take her out for a picnic in the open heart of the forest.

I watched as she ate with happiness and contentment in her eyes. I had already replaced all of her memories. I spoke to her while she was asleep. Feeding her new memories to overpower her hold ones, except of course the ones of me.

Right now she thinks that we are to be engaged, we have allready been blessed by my father and her family that lives abroad. She wouldn't ever be seeing them again nor will she ever. I would not forgive myself if she felt another ounce of sadness. I don't want for her to be so alone and against the world again. I want to support her and be her reason for happiness, now we could be alone, in happiness, but most importantly together.