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Akashi x Depressed!Reader

{A/N- As requested... I was in a strange place when I wrote this}
Akashi x depressed!Reader

Pretending like everything is ok is probably one of the hardest things to do in life. Going through what to do and how to respond to questions or comments that may or not be said was part of your daily routine everyday.

"What did you do over the weekend?" You gave a bright smile.
"Miss Mogami had ordered new books so I went to the library." You answered with full enthusiasm.
"Wow, no wonder you're really smart!" You chuckled off the comment.

It was not in your control that you were surrounded with books. To release your endless need for freedom you found it in books.
"Want to go out tonigh-" your friend was cut off by the teacher.
"Everyone! Pay careful attention---"
"Talk later!" You quickly averted your attention to the teacher at the front of the class. Sometimes you were grateful to the intervention of teachers.
"---you will be paired up for this assignment! For your partners, look to your number on the paper I handed you at the beginning of class!"

Your smile was gone as fast as you could fake it on your face. You looked down to your paper. 1. Who els had a one. Hopefully it was someone dumb, they would just leave you to do the work by yourself...

You gave a sigh as everyone clamoured around finding their partner. You didn't bother, there was someone off today. Maybe it was your partner.
"Akashi! You're here!" The female teacher beamed as the red haired boy walked into the class. "Student president duties huh?" She was talking to him, he was quiet and composed where she was quite loud. It was annoying really.

"Ahh, it seems (Name) is your partner." He gave a smirk as he made eye contact with you. You found your heart skipped a beat.

No. This was not one of them lovey dovey feelings. This was terror. The feeling of terror flooded it's way through your veins. You really didn't want to care about this. You didn't care for a lot of things. But why? Why was the mere mention of his name enough to make your head spin?

Was it the things he did to you? Was it the way he looked at you with those 'up to no good' eyes?
"Good afternoon" he whispered. Just to annoy you again. True he would often tease you with unnecessary things, talking to you though you didn't want to, randomly being weird and holding you.
"Good afternoon, I take it you'll be taking control of this assignment" you said in monotone, keeping your voice low so the teacher would not hear.
"Why? It's a couples assignment"
"It has nothing to do with couples" you quickly snapped, frowning at him.
"I beg to differ" and you ended the conversation on that. He may have won this round of word play but not again.

The rest of the afternoon was spent in different locations to your partner. You were at the library as well as the other people of the paired groups.
"Ahh, lucky~ you got paired with Akashi-sama" you gave a confused look to the girls in your group.
"We can swap partners if you want" you said, sounding casual.
"But sensei had already written down the names of the pairs in the group." One of them had a deflated look. Did they really love him so much?

You gave up and got on with the research of the project.
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As time passed you felt yourself sinking further into a world filled with loneliness surrounded by people. You felt excluded.

"Times up, collaborate with you partner and get these finished for Monday!" The teacher called, right then then the dismissal bell sounded.
"Ugh" you groaned to yourself. You would just email Akashi and tell him to send you the stuff he did. No need to go out of your way to see him. After sending it you went to get ready to go home.

The weather was bad, as always in this season. It was raining horribly. Grimacing at the sight you straightened the umbrella and started walking under it, making sure to avoid puddles.