I opened to you guys before that I have some social problems . Okay my social problems were always a big part of my life . They were a barrier to me . I always hide behind them .
Okay I don't know how to do best friends or even friends . I talk to people during school . But at summer break I am terrified to talk to them . When I am invited to parties I always refuse to go. I don't call nor text nor go out with any one during summer break . It is basically me books and movies and dramas . Maybe you are thinking that is normal . But imagine that a friend texted you and you find your heartbeat increases and your hands are shaking a bit .
So I guess you are asking why did I open this topic with you guys . I am invited to a party today and I decided to put my fear aside and go . It is after two hours from now and man I am terrified . I keep telling my self it isn't to late you could back away .
What should I do .

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binge cycle
NouvellesI always searched and searched . How much weight do you gain after a binge . What happens after a binge . Am I normal . Can I stop binging. But I never found the answers I was searching for , thus why I am writing this book . This is my story unfi...