real talk

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Okay so I feel like I didnt really speak to you guys heart to heart in a minute . 
So yeah after studying for my senior year and finishing it . I know have the time to see the changes in my body after gaining weight . Like I wanted to lose weight at the start of the book . So imagine I gained 10 kilos over that weight . Anyways not kidding it was such a shock . So I want to be healthy . Have a healthy bmi . This is the goal this time . I am trying to stop comparing myself to others . But as you all know it is hard . And even when you stop people will do it for you . People will compare you to others and I never understood the reason . Like why .

I am going to college and
I feel like college is another world.
And I need to build myself and my confidence as I am not going to college feeling like I am weak .

Last year I experienced so much .
A crazy man ran after me for no reason and I freaked out as the street was empty . My heart freaking dropped . And many other incidents . But I have to say that quarantine really got me depressed .
I literally had no goals and saw no future .
And spending time with myself alone .
This is the worst of all .
Like I am an expert of bringing myself down .

Anyways missed talking to you guys ❤️❤️

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