I was actually hesitant to write this chapter . But I want to share it with you guys . So my basketball story started at sixth grade . I had started to love the game and I had played it for sixth months . Then I had to stop because of school ( and if you are wondering I don't train at school I train at a club ) . So up until to ninth grade I played for three months stop for a while then return . At ninth grade because the club that I go to is far, mom told me she is too tired to drive me . Because she works a lot to make sure we are living comfortably . I forced myself to stop thinking about basket . Then a while ago probably a month ago I saw some people playing a match . And they were professionals . I kept on watching them for 2 hours . Then I returned to my mom and she told me to go and ask them to join them in the match . And guess what I did , I gathered all of my bravery and went there . And actually they welcomed me . And boy I did play badly all I remembered was how to do a lay out . And my shooting technique was so bad . Actually they were very supportive and nice . Then I decided to return to basketball .
Mom told me you should ask at the nearby places that train basketball . And I asked my sister to go with me And I went . They told me you should come at the next day to test your abilities . I freaked out for the whole day . I was so scared that I will disappoint them . I went and I thought I was not so bad . I actually remembered most of the stuff . But then after returning home after they had tested me . Somebody told me the truth that they made fun of my shooting and that they thought I played badly . And that was it for me . I got depressed and all of my hopes vanished . And because all of this drama I am not in control of my eating habits and that for me is one of the worst feelings ever . So I decided I don't want to train basketball by people who don't believe in me . I know you are thinking that I should go and prove them wrong . But that is not easy for me . Or I am thinking I should go register in the gym or play boxing .
I am lost .
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