i don't understand

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I want to know if it is only me . Okay to explain my self I will tell you the whole thing . Now all I have been doing in these days is going on a diet for 2 days then mess up then go on a diet for another 2 days and the cycle goes on . So in the day that I am messing up I would get these weird looks from my family . Every bite of chips or chocolate I take , I find them glaring at me . Telling me aren't you supposed to be in a diet .


Somehow this really hurts me . Most of the time this would make me feel like an outcast . Like I am not normal and I hate feeling this way . I know I sound not reasonable and maybe I sound a little bit stupid .

And to tell you I know that my family is supporting my journey . And I know I have gained some weight and all I have been doing now is maintaining it . But to address it I feel like diets are endless . There are way too many diets to know which one is best to my body . And also I have been worrying a lot about my future and which college should I apply to . What major do I want to choose .

Write to me in the comments if I should address this problem with my family . Or just continue in dieting and feeling like an outcast .

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