I asked them can I play with you . And they said yes but I could see it in their eyes that I am taking an extra place and this place was for one of their friends . During the match I felt really out of place , I felt like crying . And after the match ended lots of people left and me and 6 others stayed . And then they decided to play 3 to 3 . They didn't even acknowledge me . Which really made me feel like somebody stabbed me . I know I am not their friend and I know they don't wish that I will be . But stupid me had some hope . I know I have social anxiety and if they knew how hard it was for me to ask them to play with them . Maybe they would have made friendly talks with me . Every one was laughing and talking to others while I stood alone .
Just like always
Alone
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binge cycle
Cerita PendekI always searched and searched . How much weight do you gain after a binge . What happens after a binge . Am I normal . Can I stop binging. But I never found the answers I was searching for , thus why I am writing this book . This is my story unfi...
