I'm unsafe
I'm alone
I'm tired
I'm sad
And I'm fucking alone.
I'm drunk
I'm sad
I'm in the woods
I'm unsafe
I'm tired
And I'm fucking alone.
I'm with people
I'm with friends
But I'm so fucking alone.
I'm fed up with feeling this way,
I'm fed up with feeling so desperate
For some kind of human connection
I'm fed up with feeling so drained
Because I always having feelings for someone
Who doesn't have them for me.
I'm done.
I'm exhausted.
I refuse to look anymore.
This isn't making sense,
But I don't really care
Because nothing really matters
And it never has.
I feel unsafe when I'm by myself
I feel unsafe when I'm in my own mind
I shouldn't be alone
I shouldn't be left to deal with my thoughts
Nothing is okay
Nothing with ever be okay
I will always feel unsafe
I will always feel alone
I will always feel uncomfortable in the shell of my own "home"
I'm itching at the pain
I'm itching at my skin
Nothing is okay
Nothing will ever be okay.
