I keep watching the clock, night after night;
one am,
two am,
three am,
four.
I haven't been sleeping.
I haven't been eating.
I'm not doing my work, but somehow I'm getting it done?
I'm over thinking every little detail, but I'm not thinking about anything at all.
My head hurts, as does my heart.
I'm so scared I'm going backwards.
I'm so scared it's getting bad again.
I can't keep doing this to myself, I can't keep letting the demons win.
Go to sleep soon,
You need it.
