Miss America or Miss Australia // Ashton Irwin Fanfiction

Chapter 16 - Australian vs Australian?

4:30 pm // Ashton's POV:

I stared at this beautiful form that was curled up in a ball in my lap. The tear stains were still on her face, her breathing was shaking, her left arm was out as she made 2 fresh cuts from the razor that was next to me, Soft, little snores fell from her mouth. I sighed a little of how much of a big dickhead I am. Why do I always leave things to the very last minute so it causes a big conflict or everyone and I'm the only one to blame? If I never liked Nicole last year, then this wouldn't have happened in the first place. God Ashton, why?

I heard Grace groaning as she got off of my lap. God she was so cute, I love her to bits on end. I tried helping her to get off from her sleeping position.

"I thought you have already gone" Grace mumbles, still half asleep.

"Babe, I will never leave you" I half smiled.

We looked at each other for a long period of time, without not knowing what to say. Of course, it would be me the first person to talk, I started opening my mouth when all of a sudden...

"I'm really sorry" We both apologise in sync. 

"Wait, why are you sorry?" She asked. 

"Because I'm such a dickhead and I've always have been" I shrugged my shoulders as I put my head down.

"No you're..."

Yes I am, I'm always leaving things at the very last minute so it causes problems, like when you just found out that Nicole was my ex girlfriend, that was left at the last minute, I don't even know what my reason is" I mumbled. 

"Ashton, just because you leave things at the last minute, it doesn't mean that I don't love you, I still love you and your dorkiness" She giggled. 

I chuckled a little as I was starting to turn red. She's so cute when she makes be blush. 

"But I'm so confused though" I muttered.

"How so?" She asked.

"Why did you do it?" I asked.

"I guess I wasn't ready to take on the pain, the pressure, the guiltiness" She mumbled as she put her head down and looked at her throbbing cuts.

"Just please never do it again, just for me" I whispered.

"Just for you" She smiled as she wrapped her arms around me and pecked me softly on the lips.

"I think I better talk to Nicole about our relationship, it's much more easier if I talk with ex vs ex" I laughed.

"You sure, she's quite arrogant" She warned.

"Who cares? I get to put up with the shit every bloody time I see her" I rolled my eyes.

"True, I just don't want to see you getting hurt" She whispered as she caressed my skin.

"If you got hurt, then she will too" I smiled.

I kissed Grace on the cheek, I got off of the floor and started walking away.

"Oh and by the way, I was wondering if you could fix my drumsticks, I broke another pair" I wondered.

"Fuck off Irwin" She laughed.

I walk out of the door and started walking to Nicole's house. Fucking around with my girlfriend, fucking around with me, fucking around with my 3 best mates, just fucking around with everyone's life to be honest.

I knocked on the door really loudly so that everyone in the whole house could hear. I was so pissed. Nicole opened the door.

"Ashton" She cried.

"Nicole! Just the person I wanted to see" I smiled sarcastically.

"Um alright then" She furowed her eyebrows at me.

"May I come in?" I asked. 

"Yeah, whatever" She mumbled.

We looked at each other like it was the Wild Wild West. Nicole was envious and I knew it. I felt a bit of deja vu coming through me, but I didn't care. 

"You stupid, attention seeking bitch" I yelled. I pushed Nicole hard as she landed on the cupbord. Man, did it feel good.  

"Ashton, what's your fucking problem?" She shouted. 

"I don't have a problem, you do" I crossed my arms. 

"I'm sorry?" She questioned.

"Stop fucking around with my girlfriend, stop fucking around with my 3 best mates and stop fucking around me! I've had enough of you Nicole, I seriously have" I growled. 

"Awwww fiesty Ashton is fiesty" She cooed. 

"Shut up Nicole, I don't want you back" I shouted. 

"Well I do" She whined. 

"Stalking on people's relationships and trying to break up mine and Grace's relationship isn't one of the reasons, I only broke up with you because I had to spend time with my band, oh and I have another reason why" I bellowed. 

"And that is?" She questioned. 

"You're a wanker Nicole, you're a wanker and you've always have been, I love Grace to bits and you are not going to ruin our relationship, I just don't understand why you want me back, you're not worth anything to me, I don't love you and I never will" I yelled. 

"Oh... well... um..." She studder. 

"Hope you're fucking happy" I mumbled. 

I walked out the door and slammed it behind me. I jumped a little when I saw Grace in the driveway, looking miserable. She was fine before I saw her. I came over to her. 

"Hey baby, are you ok?" I asked. 

"No" She whispered. 

"What' happened?" I asked. 

"Well you might get mad at this" She shrugged her shoulers. 

"Babe, I'll never get mad at you" I smiled as I caressed her cheek. 

"Omg I'm so scared to tell you this" She sighed.

"Just tell me" I laughed a little. 

"Ok, I might be moving back to my hometown, back in Shreveport" She whispered. 

Yes Ashton, you go and get Nicole. Noooo Grace might be moving back to Shreveport! How do you feel about this? Comment in comments below! K bye :)