Miss America or Miss Australia // Ashton Irwin Fanfiction

Chapter 15 - The Tragedy (Part 2)

Previously on Miss America Or Miss Australia...:

Ok, so what happened was Ashton and Grace fell in love with each other. Ashton woke Grace up at 10 to 3 in the morning, they both climbed to the roof, Ashton told Grace his nightmare, Grace was shocked, Ashton told her that she loved her, Grace was still shocked, they both kissed, then they had a 10 minute snogging session, they finished, Grace went to bed, the next day, Grace and Ashton got into school late, at recess, Nicole said to Grace she couldn't hang out with her because she had work to do, Luke told Grace that Nicole is a stalker. At the end of the day, Nicole asked Grace to come over to her house to talk about something, as soon as Grace got home, she got out the door again, she came to Nicole's house, then they had a big fight and finally Grace finds out that Nicole is Ashton's ex girlfriend and I might as well just shut up and you can just read the story shall I? Yes I shall. 

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Ex - girlfriend?" I questioned.

"Yeah, didn't you fucking hear me?" Nicole growled.

"Yeah, I just don't understand why you want to know what Ashton's doing everyday" I bragged. 

"It's not even your business to know" She scoffed. 

"Actually it is and so are the boys" I inquired, 

"You wouldn't even know what is happening around my life right now, so stop bugging in" She shouted.

"Me? You're the one who is spying on Ashton and I" I scoffed.

"I'm not even spying on you guys" She yelled.

"Yes you are, you've had your chance with Ashton and you fucked it up" I confessed.

"Just because I've had my chance with Ashton, doesn't mean that I can try again" She rolled her eyes. 

"That's impossible, Ashton dumped you for a reason, he doesn't want you back, he doesn't love you anymore, get it through your head woman!" I shouted.

"He didn't dump me for a reason, besides, Ashton probably knew that you were moving to Sydney anyway" She screeched. 

"Ashton didn't know me before I moved to Sydney, you're talking shit Nicole, you just want Ashton back and you know it" I shouted. 

"I don't want Ashton back!" She shouted. 

"Yes you do, it's not going to happen, because of what I can see, you just want Ashton and I to break up so you can get him back, get over yourself Nicole, find somebody else to love you you attention seeking little bitch" I yelled.

I stormed out the door, leaving Nicole gobsmacked of what I just said. I decided to go to Ashton's house so I can tell everything what Nicole said to me. I'd have to say, she is such a dickhead, I guess the boys did warn me, especially Luke. Luke is my best friend and I trust him pretty much anything and everything.

I arrived at Ashton's house, leaving me to knock really fast. I saw the door open, fast as Buzz Lightyear, Ashton was at the door.

"Hey baby, anything I can do for you?" Ashton smiled. 

I broke down in tears, Ashton came towards me and put his arms around me. One on my head and one around my waist. He kissed softy on my forehead. It was the best feeling to come to. 

"Shhhh, it's okay, come inside and we can talk about it, whatever that is" Ashton whispered. 

Ashton took my hand and walked me to his room. I sat down on his bed, trying to wipe the tears still running down my face while Ashton grabbed one of his chairs from his desk. 

“Tell me what happened” Ashton sat down.

“Well after school, Nicole invited me to come over to her house so she could talk to me about something. As soon as I got home, I left the house, went to Nicole’s house, she got all shitty at me, I didn’t know what for, then she started asking about you and I. I told her to stop spying on us and then she gets so bitchy, I don’t even understand” I explained.

“What did she say? Tell me everything she said” Ashton asked.

“She said ‘since when do I spy on people? I’ve known you for 2 months’ ‘Oh you shouldn’t trust the boys’, ‘Oh, it’s called privacy’, ‘Ashton’s a bloody wanker’” I mocked.

“My god” His face full of disgust.

“I know and then after that, I found out that Nicole was your ex-girlfriend” I said.

“And now you know why Nicole hates me” Ashton admitted.

“Ugh I'm so pissed off at Nicole, but I'm dissapointed in you too" I shugged my shoulders.

"Me? Why me?" He furrowed his eyebows. 

"Because you didn't tell me that Nicole was your ex girlfriend" I muttered. 

"I didn't want anyone to tell this situation" Ashton put his head down.

 "Well isn't it a bit too late now?" I questioned. 

"Yeah, but..." 

"But what? You just leave the situation until now. Do you know where I'm at now Ashton?" I asked, starting to raise my tone.

"Grace, if you could just please listen..."

"No I won't listen, just because Nicole has ruin our friendship, doesn't mean that you can ruin ours" I interrupted. 

I started running to the door, I slammed the door behind me, I ran as fast as I can back home. Tears were streaming down my face. Fuck, could this Monday get any worse?. With nearly 20 minutes of running, I open the door, I ran to my room, without talking to anyone. I closed the door behind me. I sigh of relief, I walked into the bathroom. I stood at the door for about a couple of minutes, staring at a razor that was on my dressing table. I walked into the bathroom, closed the door behind me, grabbed the razor, I sat down on the floor, looking at the razor once more. I always use to think that self - harming was for the weak, but I guess I'm wrong, because now I was one of them. I starting to put the razor in my left arm. It hurts so bad, but it felt so good. I winced in pain. I've done one cut already. Time to do the second and final one. One was for life, now this cut was Nicole, that nasty son of a bitch. I winced in pain again, I didn't think about pain in general, I thought about how much of a pain Nicole is. Tears were falling on my face, I didn't know what to say, it was the best feeling of my life right now, life and Nicole, all on one arm. 

I heard the door opening, shit. I hide the razor behind my back, Ashton came in the door.

"Oh my god Grace" Ashton's hand on his mouth.

"I just can't deal with it anymore, I seriously can't" I started crying.

Ashton came down and sat down on the floor next to me. Wrapped his arms around around me. He rocked me slowly, I'm still crying when will this over?

Awww I cried at the end!, I promise that is story will get better! I promise! :)