Humming Bird Lexa/You/Clarke story

Because You

Y/n's pov:

"Don't talk back to me, 'kitn" My mouth opens to retort the unwanted nickname for the hundredth time, but Luna grabs my chin and squeezes hard. "What did I just say, 'kitn?" I close my mouth and tense my jaw to try and control my anger, the small grumble of my stomach adding to my anger. My name is not 'kitn.

I groan in pain as her boot comes in contact with my stomach, "Are you ready to behave and sit up and eat." I don't move from my dirty spot on the floor, my gaze staying away from her's. She kicks me again, slamming my back into the metal end of the bed, "you're the one who is making this ugly 'kitn." She pushes her face up against mine, her eyes staring down at my lips. "All you have to do is behave."

I stare back at her feeling the anger rise in my chest. I bite my lip feeling my teeth shake against it from how tense my jaw is.

I say nothing as she continues to look at my lips, her body moving to straddle my nearly naked figure as she presses her torso flush against mine.

"You will not eat until you realize who you belong to." Her sickly hot breath sticks to the skin of my cheek, making goosebumps form on the back of my neck. "I told you that days ago and it's not changing." I shift my gaze to be staring directly at her, not wavering when her sickly smirk comes back onto her lips or when her nail begins to dig into my collarbone.

"You, my dear 'kitn," her nail continues to dig while her other hand slowly traces a few scratches she left along my stomach making her way up my torso. "You will be a fun toy to play with." My breath hitches in my throat as I feel her fingers play with the bottom of my bra, but I don't let my gaze waver. I calmly bring my hand up and pull her hand from my bra to her wrist. Anger shoots through her eyes making her light brown orbs dark. She digs her nail harder into my skin causing my jaw to tense so much a small ring begins to split my head. I calmly take my other hand and grab the finger and bring it away from my collarbone. Her jaw sets.

Before I can react she rips her hands out of my grip and grabs my wrists pinning them above my head and bending them painfully back onto the bed.

"Oh, I'm sorry, does this hurt?" I close my eyes knowing that her smirk is growing across her face. "You are mine 'kitn." I take a shaky breath as her two hands switch so one hand is holding my arms and the other makes its way back to my bra. The wall of tears begins to prick and fall from behind my closed eyes.

"Please... Luna." I sense the hesitation. It is only a moment. Her fingers pull back from my bra and leave it alone for a split second. She releases a small sigh barely audible.

"Scream all you want. Nobody's gonna hear you." The tears stream down my face at her indifferent tone as I feel her hand reach under my bra. Her hand moving roughly over my nipple and pinching it like it is a toy she doesn't mind breaking.

"Ow...." I whimper out. She brings my hands down to my forehead and pushes my head back with my arms. "Please. Pl-please Luna.." She pinches harder and I can't help but kick her. Her grip on my arms doesn't falter but her hand from beneath my bra slips out taking my bra with her. I sit up and pull my legs in trying to catch my breath.

She looks at me, rage etched in the lines along her face. I quickly readjust my bra on my upper body and squeeze my body as small as possible under her death stare. She moves back to me and pinches my chin in between her fingers, "You're going to regret that 'kitn." She pushes my head back allowing it to hit the metal of the bed.

I pull my head forward and tuck it between my knees as the pain grows, her laughter filling the air. I hear her open and close a bin before making her way back to me. She rips my hands from my head and turns me on my stomach. My blurry vision only allowing me to see the sheer shimmer of the metal footing of the bed while I feel a fraying rope scraping the skin of my wrists.

"What happened?" My voice comes out trembling and distant, the tightness around my wrists growing. "Between you and Raven." I hear a rough sigh come from behind me, it too sounding far away as the rim of my vision turns black. I feel the same texture being tied around my ankles moments later.

"You wanna know what happened?" I lick my dry lips, my eyes becoming heavy. I feel her turn my body over, her nail digging into the skin on the bottom of my chin. Her intense eyes burning into mine.

"You happened 'kitn." I numbly open my mouth to answer only for her to lean over and slip a white rage in between my lips. She turns me back over on my stomach, I feel the pressure from my jaw grow as she ties the rag tightly behind my head. My eyes begin to droop as I fight to keep conscious, anxiety filling my chest for a moment before it too goes blank.

I feel her pick up my body and sling me over her shoulder.

"Not that anyone will ask, but if there is someone stupid enough to question your bruises, tell them you fell, got it?" I numbly nod feeling the throb of my head becomes distant as the blackness at the rim of my vision grows.

"Good 'kitn." She lightly scratches the back of my thighs as I feel the bounce of each of her footsteps, the blackness taking over my vision.