Dear Peter, I will always love you

Two

We get back to peters and his house is empty and dark. He passed on the family holiday so he could spend it with me. Which is kinda a lot sweet. I follow him inside as he turns all the lights on and locks the door behind us. I text my dad quickly to say I'm gonna be staying out and I'll be home tomorrow. He turns round and kisses me again. I kiss back. We don't stop, he leads me to the sofa and lays me down. He leans over the top of me and kisses me everywhere, my lips, my neck it feels so good. "Peter..." I say slightly into his ear as he puts his hands up my top. "Covey.. I want you so bad" I feel slightly bad, I want him so bad too but I want it to be somewhere special and not here. I'm being picky right? But who cares I want it to be special in that moment. It doesn't matter if in year to come that it doesn't seem so special but in that moment I want it to be romantic. "I want you too but not like this..." he gets up and looks at me slightly. I know it's not peters first because that was Gen but I want my first to be special because he's special to me. "What do you mean?" I gulp hard not knowing how to explain it. "I just want it to be somewhere romantic and special in a way because your really special to me Kavinsky" I bite my lower nervously. "Yeah I get it, I don't wanna ruin your first.." he says smiling at me. He always understands, it's so sweet. He is honestly nothing I ever imagined him to be. He's perfect.

We head upstairs and obviously this was so spontaneous that I don't have any clothes with me. I slip off my shoes and my tshirt dress leaving me in nothing but my underwear. I've kinda stepped up my underwear game since Peter came into my life because now I'm not the only one seeing it. I see his eyes scan me, I look down and walk to the bed he's laying in. "I can get you a tshirt of mine if you want. "It's ok.." I say quietly and crawl into the bed next to him. He places a hand on my hip and I snuggle into his side. "What are you doing tomorrow?" He asks me looking down at me. "I'm not sure I might go shopping with Chris for bathing suits cause I don't really own any..." he frowns at me. "You don't own any bathing suits.." I shrug, "well I do but they're just old, since my mom we haven't really been on holiday as a family so.." his face turns soft, Almost sympathetic. "I'll come with you.. if you want" I screw up my face. Why would any boy want to go shopping. "You don't have to.." I've never been shopping with Kavinsky before. "Well I want to, I mean I'll get a sneak peak of what I'm gonna see on my surprise trip" he smirks at me. "I suppose you could help me.." I say leaning up to kiss him. His hands lowers down my back onto my bum. He kisses me back before he turns off the lights and we cuddle into each other.

I wake up to music echoing throughout the house, I turn to my side Kavinsky is up and awake and I bet he's the one making all the noise. I've never been a morning person, I kinda enjoy staying in bed that extra 5...10 minutes...couple hours extra. Peter is usually the same but I don't know what's he's doing up. I get up and grab one of his tshirts, he's so tall it's basically a dress on me. I walk down the stairs and smell the sweetest smell ever. I turn into the kitchen and he has a plate of mocha sugar donuts, coffee, orange juice and he's slicing up fruit. "Kavinsky.. what are you doing" I eye him up, he never does stuff like this. "Well covey open your eyes and you'll see" he chuckles to himself, I giggle with him. "I can see what your doing but why you never make breakfast ever.." I say propping myself up onto the kitchen counter beside him. "Well Covey I'm treating you today and don't get used to it" he says popping a strawberry in his mouth. "Oooo a life of luxury I see.." I pretend to sound fancy. He laughs a bit. "I need to tell you something.. I'm gonna take you away early like tomorrow early so make sure your all packed tonight" I squint my eyes at him. "Why? It's never like you to be early for something" something's going on, I wanna know. "Well it's Just I want us to have a our first night alone and when I told the boys I was taking you away the insisted they and everyone else come" he rolls his eyes, it's weird to think that Peter gets walked all over by his friends. He's meant to be the Hot shot at our school who rules everyone. "Who's everyone?" Im curious everyone can be anyone and I like specific. "Gens coming up for a few days and I told them no but they wouldn't have it" he turns round and leans on the counter sighing. I slip off the counter top and wrap my arms around his neck. "I don't care, she can come they are her friends too after all not just yours. As long as we get a night alone I'm happy" I say smiling at him, I peck his lips before he can answer. "This is why I love you Covey" he pecks me back. I turn around on my heels so I can get one of those mocha donuts they've been calling my name for a very, I mean very long time.