Dear Peter, I will always love you

Twenty Four

I lay in bed wondering what I was thinking changing the subject like that. Peters in the shower probably thinking I don't love him, I didn't miss him. I did, I truly did. It's just.. I don't know lately things have been different with me. He's still the same perfect peter but I'm not the same Lara Jean as I was, I've changed I'm not so innocent anymore. I'm not shy or scared of the world anymore.

I get out of bed and head to the bathroom... I take a deep breathe before opening the bathroom door, Peter just stares at me confused. I drop my robe leaving me standing bare naked. He smirks as his eyes wonder around my body. I slowly make my way into the shower.

"Covey" he says slowly as I get closer to him.
"Kavinsky" I breathe out placing my hands on his chest. I slowly move them up from his chest so my hand are on his shoulders. My eyes flutter up at his as his hands move down my body slowly to my waist.
"Your so perfect.." his voice is gentle and pure, I smile a little trying not to blush.
"I mean it, everything about you is perfect.." he lifts my face up so he gets a full view of my face. He leans down and kisses me slowly, it's not like ever before.

"I love you Peter Kavinsky" I say staring into his eyes.

"I Love you Lara Jean Covey" he smiles at me.

As we get out the shower he wraps a towel round us both pulling me in close to his body. I lean back closing my eyes and he pecks my cheek. Wow. This is what love feels like. This is perfect.

As we lay in bed his arms are around me as he snuggles in. "Peter?" I whisper wondering if he's awake. "Yeah?" He says really quietly. "You know I love you right?" he squeezes me tighter and pecks my neck, he turns me round so I'm facing him. "Of course i know and I love you so much it's unreal.." he pecks my lips, I nod snuggling into his chest as we drift off to sleep.

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I wake up to Peter pulling me closer to him, I let out a small yawn. I get up putting on my robe sitting on the edge of my bed. "Where are you going?" Peter questions pulling me back into bed with him. "I need to brush my teeth.." I giggle as he pins me down. "Are you sure you need to do that right now?" He squints his eyes, I giggle "yes" he smirks at me "go on then.." he says still pinning me down knowing I won't be able to get back up. I laugh as I try to get him off me but I give up quickly. I lay there smiling at him. He leans and kisses my lips, his kiss is gentle and slow. He bites my bottom lip for approval to slip his tongue in. I let him and wrap my legs around his torso as my arms are draped over his shoulders.

The kiss becomes harder as he flips me round so I'm on top. He unties my robe and starts to place kisses down my body, as he gets closer to the bottom of my stomach my breathe becomes shaky as I hold my stomach in. He then goes back up slowly before reaching my lips again. I slip off my robe and he slips off his boxers. I keep kissing him as I grind into his body. I then sit up and insert him into myself as I go up and down. "Oh Lara Jean.." he says quietly with his eyes closed. I breathe heavy before collapsing onto his chest. Wow. That's all I have to describe it, I lay with one leg over his body snuggling into him.

"I love you Lara Jean" he says pecking my head.

"I love you Peter Kavinsky" I say looking up at his face. I peck his lips before snuggling back into him.

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Peter went back home to get ready for a party tonight while I get ready at mine. I get out the shower put some k-pop on and dance around my room in my towel. I've not felt this happy in a long time. As I'm jumping and singing around my room I spot someone staring from outside. Sanderson. I stop in my tracks and go to my window. I open it slightly and wave at him.

"Hi Josh.. didn't think you'd be at home?" I shout to him.
"Just needed to be back where I belong that's all, you having fun up there LJ" he chuckles, mocking my dancing.
"You would know fun if it knocked on your front door" I laugh back.
"Very true LJ, where's you dad and kitty?" He says changing the subject.
"Dads working away this weekend and kitty's staying with family got home to an empty house.." I shrug.
"Sanderson" I hear peters voice as he gets out his car.
"Kavinsky" they both have this cold hearted tone.
"Covey, is the door open?" Peter shouts up, I nod and he walks in.
"You two still together, though you'd broken up?" He says making things feel tense.
"Yeah we're good now josh. I'll let you get on with you day" I say a bit harsh but he didn't need to bring that up again. I feel Peters hands snake round my body.
"See you Sanderson!" Peter shouts as he shuts my window and my curtains. I turn around and give him a stern look.
"Really Peter that was a bit rude" I say placing my hands on his chest.
"He was a bit rude" his words are harsh but true. I nod cuddling him dropping the subject.

I get ready as Peter lays on his phone, I curl my hair and do some smoky makeup. I get up and look for something to wear.
"Peter what one do you like better?" I ask holding up a black leather skirt with a black lace bodysuit, then showing him a red plunge mini dress.
"You'd look perfect in anything" he smirks, my face drops.
"Peter! Just tell me" I pout.
"Fine the first one" he smirks at me shaking his head. I roll my eyes and slip on the skirt and bodysuit. I put on some black hi top converse and I'm ready.

"How do I look?" I say twirling round so he can get a full view.
"Come here.." he sits in the edge on my bed and pulls me closer.
"You look perfect" he says pulling my closer as he pecks my lips. "I love you Covey" he smiles.
"I love you Peter" I smile back.